happy 22nd birthday mohamad ibrahim nor ismail!

On top of my list,
Wish you were here back in home,
Another year again I missed,
To celebrate your 22, your own.

Crazily working day and night,
Attending patients here and there,
Have your few seconds if you might,
Reading this piece that I prepare.

Happy 22nd birthday I wish,
Not just a year older but a year better,
Go have your favourite dish,
Ride the bike like a real biker!

I pray for your health,
I wish for your eternity,
And may you God bless,
And may you be glee!

I got you the wrong present,
Well at least not a really wrong one,
Go ahead use it at your constant,
Hope for its long lifespan.

Take good care of yourself,
Have pills when you ill,
Choose choc indulgence on the shelf,
And please pass me the bill!

Born to be good,
Clearly not a geek,
We both love food,
Go continue making good deeds!

Happy 22nd Birthday Mohamad Ibrahim Nor Ismail!xoxo

first for first

before akad

i cried after akad.it was sweetsad.sadsweet.whatever.oh,happy tears!!

first wedding for the first time for the first son and the first daughter in law.
congratulations for abglong and kaklong (formerly known as kak arza).

the akad nikah took place on the 4th February 2011 at kaklong's house in selayang.
she was veeeeeeeeeerrrrryyyyyyyy beautiful.
i should characterized her as an ARAB DOLL!!
ARAB DOLL.i told you!!

super cute and charming and sweet and sacred and pure in WHITE!
the family came in maroon on the akad day.
the seven hantaran to kak long

abglong made it to lafaz once!once!proud of u!
(i know u were extremely nervous,weren't you!)
not to forget the tea meal.fried and spicy meehoon with few kuihs.
abglong taking care of his keris.real one.dont play play.

hashim the singer

pretty in purple

duduk atas pelamin

see the pelamin.sangatlah sweet...

rockstars king and queen

the next day was bertandang day.the fantastic couple wore purple songket.
and kaklong's waist is like what,18inch???? (superbly jealous okay)
again,the chosen indonesian theme was perrrfect!
before bertandang at kaklong's aunty's house

kaklong's sanggul is the most creative hairdone ive seen.nak macam tu jugak!
family were all in grey.
good spot to sell your icecream.at weddings of course!

okay,come to the garden theme ceremony.
chosen spot was in botanical garden putrajaya.
LOVE LOVE.
romatically done in peach!
seriously,the whole glass and green thingy were gorgeous!
the bride and groom were in pure white.
i know,i looked awesome.NOT!!!!(peach day with the princess)

bride and groom at their garden wedding

those three days were tiring but,hey,it was worth it!
mama,babah,abgngah,syg and nisha,penang and ipoh families,we made it!
again,selamat pengantin baru to abglong and kaklong.
semoga berbahagia hingga akhir hayat.
MMMUUAAHHH!!
xoxoshikhin

the last one left has left

innalillah..
my one and only grandparent left,my mak tok,passed away last 27 January 2011,midday.
i received the news from shikah while working at client's place in summit USJ.
tears were on my cheeks right after the phone call.
on the way back.see what men are doing to the nature.stop it please.it is balding cant you see?

rushed back to alor star kedah on the very day together with abang,kak syaza,shikah,wan and sofia.
thank u for the two-days compassionate leave given by KPMG.
kebumi on the 28th January 2011,around 10am.
ba and mak cak (the first daughter and the first son)

butterflies were in the house while she was still laying at the centre of the living room.
brown was the big one.
white was a smaller butterfly.
hope they brought good signs.
cousins are having breakfast outside the house
anyway,the weather during those two days was gloomy yet very calming.
raining.windy.

well,meet the boys.as charming as always.
mak tok,you've done so much.
you have contributed a lot much.

makan-makan session with cuzzies.

the brothers

filling up gas for Yassin reciting

the baby was there not eating the nasi kandaq of course
thank you for everything.
thank you for the love.
thank you for my dad.
thank you for the kisses and the hugs.

living room

isya' time

i'll be missing the kisses a lot than you ever know.
i love you mak tok.
may you rest in peace.
AL-FATIHAH.

on the way to pulau pisang.green is IN!
xoxoshikhin

wan zanariah's farewell

i am soooo excited for my lovely cousin,wan zanariah,21.
she's gonna fly to queensland australia this coming 18 february to further her study there for about 3 years.
grandad and granddaughter.how sweeeeeeet!


she had a great partay last saturday at kak aisyah's condominium.
friends and family were invited.
to wan,
just so you know that all of us are so proud of u and do take care of yourself over there.

insyaallah,we'll visit u someday somewhen!
best wishes from all of us,and have a safe journey!

you rock!!
xoxoshikhin

stress?

the whole team kept saying that i looked super stressed out today.
did i???
i was totally not!
(at least i got my coconut soya for lunch!!!!)
xoxoshikhin

heaven.haven.tranquil.peace.

speechless.breathless.couldnt care less.
xoxoshikhin

two three one two zero one one

so much to keep..
so much to tell..

so much to share..
so much to hide..
i do feel old.i do feel lost.

so much to learn.
so much to gain.so much to face.so much to compromise.
a lot to digest.
a lot to think of.
a lot of problems.issues.unthinkable matters.unsolvable topics.

missing.love.distance.far.near.pity.
dreams and nightmare.
loving smiles.wishing dresses.lovely high heels.

pretending.to love and to be loved.
as clear as water.as dull as charcoal.
wants and needs.unseparatable.both is better.to choose is worst.
all is perfect.one is imperfect.
ignorance.shyness.hiding away.scared.being scarry.sixty.
forty seven.fifty five.fifty.twenty three.

the rich and the poor.wishes do come true.wishes are only wishes.
reality vs fantasy.fantasy is dream.fantasy is forever fantasy.a mansion.
thousands of diamonds.gold and platinum.
humble.
sweet.life.a challenge.friends.and enemies.now and forever.
nothing lasts.uncertainty and pleasure.

life is a chellenge.challenge it back.face it!stand up!survive.stand up and survive.dont fall down.dont beg.dont let sadness stay.call happiness.ask it to stay.happiness,please stay forever.please.now u can beg.beg to happiness.
pray.prays.praying.prayer.prayers.prayed.
they say just do it.

they say think of the consequences.you know you.you dont know you.you dont know others.you assume.again,assumptions.
hypothesis.findings and conclusions.

here and there.malaysia and london.alor star and subang jaya.slowly.quickly.time flies.tick tock tick tock.
enviness.jealousy.insecure.girls and women.a bunch.a circle and a bundle.
chocolate and yam.marshmallow and chocolate.

dont change.im afraid.fight and kick-boxing.jump up high!high to the sky,moon and sun.starry starry night.patience pays.be patient then.

not knowing hurts.knowing hurts too.
tired and tiring.decision forever.decide now.decide later.people stop you.prevent yourself.avoidance and hatred.

i told you.i am much.
xoxoshikhin