mama's food

mama masak kat rumah yesterday.
she brought everything on the plane just for her kids to eat.
how 'mama' is that?
so mama kan?
i ate 2 plates of white rice+6 pieces of chicken+potatoes+2 fishes.
all at 1am.
yes.
20mins b4 i go to sleep.
way to go girl!
xoxoshikhin

following her

how would u feel knowing someone is following u.
not 'following' as in 'creepy scary following'.
this is following as in u being her fashion idol.
girl,i wear what i have,what people presented me,and what i am comfortable in.
nothing expensive and nothing too cool that u can look up to.
be urself la..
hai..bole pulak mcm tu.
xoxoshikhin

coffee maker

i got a cofffe maker for getting the title "best dancer of the night"
during tok mami's bollywood ladies' night.
god i moved a lot.
families were around..
i got that dance floor fully mine wen i had to perform my cheating dance accompanied with a bollywood song wic i myself dnt even rmmbr.
i had my time that night.
and i did my far test the next day n got 80% for it.
thanks to him..
xoxoshikhin

nicole richie

she was bigger than me.
she is smaller than me.
she has one child.
is carrying another one.
yet she is smaller than me.
im switching 'it' on.
good luck shikhin!
xoxoshikhin

pics that kill you

just by looking at others pics might kill you.
either u realize it or not.
then all that cloudy clouds start to play inside your mind adding with all those lightning and thunder..
u started to look down low..feeling so small..having nothing though u actually have all what u needed already.
tell yourself,they r just pictures..
pics with thousands of words..good..bad..happy..sad..words..
remind urself that u already have everything that u needed,not everything what u wanted.
isn't that more than enough?isn't that make who you are today?isn't that what define you?
stop comparing!!
xoxoshikhin

nani

i rushed to puchong assuming every1 was there.
seemed that uda was the only one.
mama showed me some more of his pics.why now when i miss him so damn much?
mama ni...
abg ngah told mama about my test tomorrow.
got back home.
nani still in hukm.
how i wish i could go and visit.i could meet makandak,maksu baby etc.
pray that nani will get well soon.
amin
xoxoshikhin

gap

im feeling 'the gap' starting in these few days..
is it so hard to be 'you'?
is it wrong to just act the way u r?
i am so tired of being in the position that i cannot do a single thing and i just have to deal with 'it' the way 'it' is.in short,take it or take it.
shorter version:deal with it.
shortest version:wateverrr!!!!
well,changes are good in some ways but can we just don't do it abruptly?
I NEED MAMA N BA!!
xoxoshikhin

lovin them

1.soulja boy-kiss me thru the phone
2.lady gaga-poker face
3.florida-right round
4.rihanna-hatin' on the club

cik jun

we finished our ethics class earlier after laughing at all those
funny yucky stories pn. erlane told us. (wani n fatin skipped the class)
went into far class where everyone laughed at me at the end of that an-hour-earlier-finished class.
practically,i was half screaming with my not-so-clear voice (still having my flu)
when cik jun announced that the class is over.
i was in shocked when i heard that.who wasn't?
everyone.but me.
cik jun went on with her created story of me saying that after having approval from 'his' family on my marriage,his parents should go to the teacher(cik jun) asking whether im good or not.cik jun will tell the family that shikhin is fine.she is very easy to please.if she gets mad at the husband,the husband can just say "i'll be home early today" to clear things up.
well,im not that easy anyway.haha.lol.
xoxoshikhin

ccm

what a day.2 hours class in the morning n waited till 1pm.
class trip to ccm,the mall.
there goes my u-know-what-they-call plan.
i had RICE for lunch.
and KFC for dinner.
guess call it my eat-day.
planned to attend a seminar on stocks but unfortunetely,not having a tip-top car's condition.
straight back home.
home alone.
xoxoshikhin

maulidurasul

the whole day i spent my time with mama(baim's).
i cooked,i cleaned,i learnt,i tasted,i nannied,i everything.
:)
kenduri at d'place went well other than all the small2 things..
i gave babah his belated birthday cheek-kiss.
met so many ppl including the relatives..mama's friends..
che yah likes sumthing abt me..
mama's friend said sumthing abt me..hehe
went back at nearly 11pm.
had a panadol n straight to bed.
still not feeling well today...uurrrgghh!!
xoxoshikhin

girls' day/nyte out

watched marley n me with shikah n wan at sunway. (me n wan cried,so so much)
slept over in wan's house.
today,the whole day was in curve/ikano/ikea. (+reen)
ate everything everywhere.
ongoing shopping process>headed to sunway.
so tired that i catch my flu.
but so so happy!!
bed time.nyte2.
xoxoshikhin

car n me

1.reversing KP99 out from parking box (melati college).without looking the back mirror,i hit a blue wira in its back,left door.lucky enuf he didnt ask 4 anything.my car is just fine.

2.roundabout shah alam.i went too slow,he went too fast.that white gen-2 got quite teruk with its paint n all.my car got a lil kemek at the back,right door.my car is still fine.

3.hit-and-steal-car case.i was driving that black swift in bangsar when that silver waja hit me.thank god bang cik was with me.that swift was so kemek in its back,left door.

4.T-junction in puchong.somehow somewhen that motorist appeared out of nowhere.he fell down.his motor is fine.my car's front black line got off half of it.other than that,my car is still doing fine.

5.parked at that multilevel parking space in uitm shah alam.got back from class seeing the other half of my car's front black line was placed on top of my bonet.she is still doing fine.

6.today,finished my class at 1030am.on my way out from that multilevel parking space,this one white viva driven by a girl (why cant girls drive carefully???) suddenly reverse her car while i was at the back.i honked but it was too late.bang!!!she hit the front of my car.adoi....and guess what?nothing happened to my car.

i love that KP99 so much!!she is so strong though quite old in age.but,who cares?
my one and only favourite car of all.(though it's actually shikah's)
:) hail supercar!!
xoxoshikhin

chinese tea vs japanese tea

i love japanese tea.
i hate chinese tea.
period.
xoxoshikhin

buffet to die for

abang n kak syaza brought me to this one buffet seafood restaurant last nyte
for my dinner. (thank u so so much!!)
it has three levels altogether that it is so rare to have any unoccupied seats.
they serve 20 types of mushrooms,13 types of seaweeds,20 types of crab,prawn,chicken n fish balls,etc.
u do the math.
i ate so much of ice cream as my desert last nyte.
my already been bloated tummy turned to be so much bloated than b4.
best of all;it honey chicken wings!!!!!!so sticky n sweet!!
u guys should go there>YUEN Seafood Buffet Restaurant near Sunway Pyramid.
xoxoshikhin

im a nurse

if my syg will be a doctor later on,i cn be the nurse!
planned of going to the gym in the afternoon.
my whole body dah sakit2 due to 3 hours gym classes yesterday.
so i change my plan,rather than hitting the gym,i slept.
about the nurse thing,as i woke up from my nap,i chatted/gossip with my beloved sis,shikah.
so much to share!!!so much to tell n gossip about.
later on,she got her 'sickness'.
so..i was the nurse!i clean,i wipe,i gave her medicine,drinks,crackers,i massaged her,i sang to her etc.
i love u shikah!!just dont 4get to have ur medicine earlier b4 it hits!
get well soon.
xoxoshikhin

my 3rd anniversary!!!!

happy 3rd anniversary to u syg!!!
thank god i found u..
thank u 4 evrything especially the love u offer me...
take good care of urself over there k?
miss u much much n love u so so so much moooore!!!!!
xoxoshikhin