mama's 52nd bday!!

31.12.2008
reason y i overslept?
last night was my mama's surprise bday party.
she's 52 today!!(30 december 2008) happy bday mama!love u so much.
details:mama is the only person ive ever known on this whole wide earth who loves to talk so much.i mean,soo000 much!!
we didnt show off the surprise at exact 12am.(duh..of course..)
sebab,she didnt stop talking to kak syaza's mama until we felt that we were forced to just cut off the loooo00ng conversation between them and came out with the cheese cake.
can u imagine,the aunt usually sleeps at 10pm,and last night she only have the chance to close her eyes at nearly 2am.
kesian mama kak syaza.
my mum,she enjoys talking so much!!mama2...
happy bday to u!!love u much2!!
xoxoshikhin

1st day:new sem

what a great start off of the day.i woke up at 7.34am!!
my class starts at 8.30am.i was so0 late.how late?30mins late.
perfect.class account pulak tu.
so lizzie mcguire.
glad the lecturer is so best that i thank my fate.
kene perli dlm class baik punye...adoi..
hope to get up early after this.no more overslept for me.
love pn junaidah so much!!(im in uitm lab anyway=wrong usage of internet)
xoxoshikhin

nothing to be compared

glad that i met kak long,kak ngah and abang.
it was so fun to be around them!got a bangle from kak long.thanks!love it so0 much!
kak long is a very responsible sister.she taught me a lot without 'teaching' me.stories of her make me realized that im facing nothing compared to what she's facing since forever!
i repeat,NOTHING!
and she's only 14!!
i am so proud of her.the word 'selfish' could never be used to describe herself.she's so0 much into other people.loves buying things for others....put others above her...
never think of herself...cares so much of the family..what a child!supergirl!
she loves math!and she's taller than me. (can u believe that??)
kak ngah,she wants to be a lawyer!go kak ngah!and abang,he is so cute!!!!
hope to see you guys anytime soon!
xoxoshikhin

losing it

im losing it..
whatever the 'it' means,im certainly losing it!
xoxoshikhin

internal

last night was my first night sleeping in the new house.plus minus 500m from the old apmnt.
kinda tired unpacking stuffs of me n my sis.
so much to do,so little time.
and seems like the flu is going to stick with me for some more time.flu,go away!!!
and yes,im having sum sort of inner problem with myself.
its getting more serious day to day..
im hating the feeling.yet,i dont know what else will work for me.
he's always there for me.helping me go through my days,bad days.thank u so much.
my internal is just so000 degil.sorry for that..
what's happening to me???
xoxoshikhin

flash back

after i got my very teruk result,i guess its time to muhasabah diri,flashback things that i did before..and change my attitude towards doing and seeing things.
to all those people ive done wrong,im sorry..from the bottom of my heart..
this time,it really open my eyes,wide..open my mind,wider..
guess i need to stick to the promise i made to mama before i stepped my feet into uitm.
i promised her that i wouldnt skip any classes..
well,i did for sumtimes..sorry ma..
it was raining sooo heavily and one of the days,i thought the class had been cancelled,thats y i didnt attend the class..sorry again..
i am very proud of myself this semester on one thing,i sit in the 1st row in my classes.glad i did that.and realised,that one is not enuf for me to do well in my exams.
maybe i didnt prepare myself enough.didnt study enuf.
i accept my result in a positive way.
things in life that teach and change us.make us more mature.
wish all the best to all my uitm friends and myself.we'll do better this time,okay?
xoxoshikhin

doctors

just got back from penang general hospital.
god,i think this is my 1st time seeing the reality of public hospital.
there were so many people with so many sicknesses.
some were just not patient enuf to wait for their queue,some were waiting with families,some were so alone..
chinese old men..indian kids..malay women..
the nurses were so busy going here n there..there is no chance for them to even have a sit for a minute..
surely either nurse or a doctor,its not an easy job.
dato dr omar ismail advised not to study medic if ure under ur parents' HUGE influence.be a doctor if u urself want to be one.
its true when hun says,doctors put their lives behind just to save other people's lives.
to all the doctors and becoming doctors out there,u all are awesome!!!
dr omar told us,in 10 letters hospital received,9 out of them are complain letters and only 1 is an appreciation letter.can u imagine that???
complains are norm,appreciation is odd.malaysian.
doctors have to live with that.they have no choice.and they are ok with it.with people not appreciating what doctors have done to them.
make me realize something big...betul x?
xoxoshikhin

demam pulak

its been sumdays im not feeling well..
dugaan..
but!!
i came out with summore ideas about my future!!
cant wait to share the ideas with him.
everything starts with a dream..
n dreams do come true..
dare to dream!
xoxoshikhin

bahaya

to girls out there,tho u plan to go to some public places that u might think its safe for u to go alone,dont.
never.
jangan.
yesterday i went out with dzafri n u know all this while i loved to go out alone,now,not anymore.
i ran into my 3-years-older-than-me aunty when we were searching for dzafri's school shoes.
she told us that she went to the basement to park when she realised that sumone was following her.
she made a brilliant act when she decided to go up to the rooftop n park there.
seriously,i never thought of being followed in that way.
i mean,ur in the car kan?
i'll think twice to go out alone after this.fuh.
xoxoshikhin

decades ago..

its been decades ago since i witnessed my dad got angry..
you two,if things dont work out,just..erm..accept it.
dnt come near to not-so-healthy people and scream about your problems.
its a big NO-NO.
ingat tu.
thank god he's fine..
mcm2.
xoxoshikhin

dependant

its a nice feeling when people tell u that u r dependable.
but its not as nice when the weather is so0 hot outside,and u r lying around in that white comfy sofa,yming..
and all of the sudden u got a phone call telling u that u r needed.wanted.
u haf to jump up n change ur pants..
put ur hat on..
and..go food shopping.
is it that hard to remember that cookies belong to which rack?
welcoming shikah home..
xoxoshikhin

calm down

what did i do to calm myself down after knowing im being cheated again n again dpn muke i pulak tu..
i went shopping la!!!!
bought four tops n one bottom.
yes,i feel better...
going 4 summore today.yeay!
bye people.
xoxoshikhin

cheated

how on earth people keeps cheating on me when i know im being cheated??
i myself pun xbuat ape2..
cool je..
girl,can u just come clean??
susah sgt ke?
guy,im not stupid.
face me,face the situation.ure the one who put urself in it,so...padan muke.
ade ke patut sembunyi dlm kete????
how childish is childish?u tell me.
hm..
(im certainly not talking about my great bf tau)
xoxoshikhin

reason

there r reasons y im here,hanging around,not working.
things happened 4 a reason.

haiyoo..

stop smoking

my dad has totally put a stop in smoking.
wow!!!!
after all these years....
:)

responsibilities

they are huge,big,massive.
sumtimes u just cannot do sumthing just because u haf other responsibilities or commitment.
which u just cannot run.
deal with it.
xoxoshikhin

helping

went to the colour photocopy spot to xerox sum of my dad important doc.
sent it up to lvl 12 pknk wer i met my dad'd former employee n his friend.
what a coincident.
sumone appraise me of something.(aaww..)
:)
after took sum laundry at the dobi,bought sum kuih 4 my dad.
bang!met my twins cousins n my aunt.
straight back home..
xoxoshikhin

malaysians

while i was waiting for my turn,i chatted with a mak cik next to me.she thought i am a chinese b4 she started the conversation.(how odd)
she was a teacher in bahiyah and retired at the age of 49.she is a single mother,her husband passed away caused by cancer.
she was so nice that she wanted to help me pay for the bill rather than waiting for my turn.anyway,i only got a bill to pay rather than billsss.so,xpe la kn?
her number was 1343.
thank u mak cik..
we malaysians are so cool!!
another mak cik sat next to me while i waited for the other mak cik to pay my bill.
turned to a be a teacher as well.
what a moment.two teachers n a pak cik lebai in a post office.
xoxoshikhin

pak cik lebai

i went to the post office just now to pay my astro bill.
my dad just cannot live without astro.
i took a number wic was not a lucky number i supposed,1391.and at the time it was 1318.
i need to wait fo sooooo many people b4 it is my turn.
so i sat down.
sat down next to a mak cik,on my left.on my right was a pak cik wearing white lebai.
he couldnt stop staring at me,which 4 sure it was so obvious.i didnt wear sumting too much or wat.
i wonder y.
i saw him kept his eyes on me thru the mirror in front of us.does he has any idea of the word 'reflection'??
xoxoshikhin

4am

its 4.12am in the morn.
n im still awake.
watching tv,surfing the internet,thinking.
all at the same time.
all im thinking about today is "maintainance".
such a deeeeep meaning.
its hard.but doable.
xoxoshikhin

choice

sometimes we just dont have a choice.
either we take it or we take it.
what do we do then?
try to accept and adopt to it.
it cannot be that bad,can it?
nah..
xoxoshikhin

some space

im tired.i need sum space now.

dear bashirah

i know it is you!!
:)
well..about 'that' thing,one thing i want u to hold close to ur heart.
if to be 'that' is what u want,be discipline.
nothing else stops u but discipline.
u may have done it greatly in one day,two days.
then came the 3rd day where family gathering was there,sibling's birthday party was there.
kan?
we just cannot resist.
ni dah raya pulak.
so...tu la..discipline is all what it takes.
i myself have been there,done that.
still failing,but keep on trying.u want it,go get it when u know u can.
keep on trying tho u failed 4 562 times.maybe u'll succeed the 563 times.mana tau kan?
goodluck shi!
xoxoshikhin

selamat hari raya

selamat hari raya aidiladha i wish 2 all..
maaf zahir batin..
went to mak tok's house just now..raya awal2..
yesterday was such an extreme day..stressed out.
open options are not good sumtimes.
sigh.
things can be worked out most of the time.
so..decision has been decided.
off to kl sumwen later.
hope everything will turn out to be okay..
xoxoshikhin

quite some time

sorry 4 not updating my blog 4 quite sumtime.
been busy here in alor star.
something emergency came up.
2nd december 2008,2am.
what a shock.
for those who smsed me wic i didnt reply,just to let u all know that i havent been topuping 4 few weeks already.sorry k..
catch yall later.take good care of ur health.eat right and do exercise.
xoxoshikhin

al-fatihah

al-fatihah to the late raja perempuan besar perlis..

history

hang out at my uncle's house in ttdi while waiting 4 mama in Renaissance.
she got two awrds 4 her council.congrats ma!!
helped me to refresh my mind about my late tok yah.
all the stories have been told again n again so we,the now generation,wouldnt 4get of the old hard days our late generations n wat they had passed through..
history is real.fact.
refreshed my mind n soul on so much matter on things ive forgotten n things that i never knew b4..
history teaches us a lot.
they dont tell 4 no reason.they tell 4 u 2 rmmbr n not 2 4get.
and to learn.
xoxoshikhin

mama's birhtday

27 november.mama's birthday (baim's mama)
tot of making her a surprise by showing up at the house.mama doesnt know im in kl at the mmnt.
but..im facing 'it' again.
xpela.
yesterday went to pyramid,did some shopping with dzafri plus the birthday card.
ate sushi,for sure!!left him at farhan's house(sleepover).
mak yang called me last night,it was her birthday!!double birthday.
woke up this morning (next to ba) sent mama to picc putrajaya.
does anyone knows the meaning of rushing?it kills me to see the time passed by.and it kills me wen i need to transform into an F1 driver,again. (sigh)
had sum ikea currypuff for breakfast.
xoxoshikhin

heritage

i went to tok mama's house yesterday morning.
i pushed her on the wheelchair to the back of the house.she was choosing her baju raya for this coming raya haji.god,she has loadsss of closet.she was searching for baju kurung which was in telur itik colour.
i didnt know what colour was that until yesterday she told me.telur itik is light blue in colour.
i argued with her on the fact. (weird,isnt it?)
then she rested on the bed.started telling me all the history,experiences and my family background.
some of the details are

1. how pressured it was during the curfew,darurat (my late uncle was in the hospital)
2. my great great grandmother was married to 'sumone' in thailand
3. how sultan abdul hamid got his name (my great grandfather was a translator)
4. my great aunty was married to 'sumone' in perlis

unbelievable.xoxoshikhin

loooong journey

journey to kl by bus from alor star usually takes 5 hours,the most.
im still in the bus,writing this to you.

1. the bus should start the journey at 10.30am instead of 10.45am
2. the bus should fill the gas up before any journey instead of during the journey
3. the bus driver sticks to the road rule where he doesnt go more than 100km/h
(pak cik,rules are made to be broken)
4. an accident occured on the highway caused massive traffic jam (3 ambulances were there,divider was smashed,involved a kancil which was seen 80% damaged)
5. it is raining throughout the journey
6. police road block caused another massive traffic jam

the funny part was when we stopped at bukit gantang for lunch and my brother n i were the last one to hop on the bus.other passengers seemed furious.haha
xoxoshikhin

future

yesterday,i was so0 in need of papers n pencil.
i found my lil bro school's note book and a stick pencil.
enuf.
i started to jot down my future plans of my academic life and my career world.
mama's always tell me that once u haf that bulb light up on top of ur head,jot the ideas down.
so that u won't forget n be uncreative u again.
its ok if u plan but it didnt work at the end of the day.
at least u've planned rather than u didnt plan at all and regretting about it.
wonder why i haf so much ideas popped out frm my head this few days.
maybe becoz i spend my holiday chillaxly n having my own sweet time,
wondering and thinking.
no harm in planning,aite?
xoxoshikhin

idea!

its been quite sumtime i havent update my blog.
sorry guys..i haf such a strong reason 4 not doing it.
i was busy eating the whole wide world,snacking evrything into my tummy.
it feels great!!
didnt do that 4 quite sumtime alrdy.
tot i'l be continuing my 'plan' starting 2day.
sumthing gotta start sumwer,kan?
woke up this morn,having lots of ideas in my mind.creative me was reborn!! :)
checked out sum web pages on thing i love the most wic is _ _ _ _ _ _ _!!
generated sum ideas of my own and write them down.
eager and excited!!
xoxoshikhin

wrong

something must be wrong sumwer.
my digestive system seems to work well,i mean very very over well.
(u noe wat i mean)
and thats not good!!!
i have lost counting of the number i went into the toilet.
woke up with a very full tummy,then a very empty tummy after %$^%# :)
my tummy hurts so much till i feel cramp in my rib cage bones..how bad can that be?
very bad!!!
so,i ate a bowl of coco crunch and feel better now.
thanks to my deary very caring and loving lil bro,he made me my second breakfast wic was egg+cheese+chilli sandwich.
he cooks better than i do u noe.thanks fi!! :) love u!!muah3!
xoxoshikhin

miracle

yesterday was such a very fine day. :)
me and dzafri spent like half of the day hanging out in town,going here n there with ba.
sounds miracle,i know.
well..things changed sometimes..
tho actually it was nothing compared to going to any favourite vacation spots,or dine in a very luxurious restaurant like beso,
going to the workshop away from the town,having roti canai and capati with teh tarik at sumwhere ive never been to,lepak in the car listening to the music,
getting some cash$$$ and having nasi ayam for lunch were superb!!
attended my aerobic class here in alor star for the second time.
alia was with us at the park.
everything went ok to better,so i am so grateful to God..
i wanna thank sumone,too!!thanks to u (u noe who u are)
xoxoshikhin

tears

i didnt expect things will be to the extend of this..
pity kak syaza..pity abang..pity mama..pity ba..pity myself..pity everyone..
i am still in da mood of shocked after wat happened last night...never experience such situation before..
how i hope things will get better in the future,soon i hope.
mama woke me up this morning asking me to move the car.
woke up feeling uncomfortable walking n seeing things with my non-stop teary eyes and swollen face..
i had a huge cry last nyte..
that explains my non-stop teary eyes n swollen face..
thank you to sumone who was there for me to listen,to calm,to consult,to make me understand,n thank you for being so thoughtful n understanding..
sorry to him i didnt attend to his need last nyte..(just read ur blog)
xoxoshikhin

done 5th semester

i just cannot explain how it feels to finish all the seven papers.
i am so tired...
and so happy!! :)
now i just can spend my time not studying!!!double j!!
i need to settle some matters before i get back to my hometown..
meetings..(mama n babah)..college clearance..etc
there you go,ive done my 5th semester of my degree already.
insyaallah i do my 6th next year.
pray for my success people.
xoxoshikhin

secret revealed

ppl hates living in secrets..
ppl hates living with secrets..
ppl hates living on secrets..
ppl dies with secrets..
i dont want to be one!
i just found out about sumthing that is so so sooooo big in my life..(which obviously does not related to outsider,so jangan perasan okay)
it is not that happy to know..and not that ok not to know..
so..well,i know it now..n i feel erm..relieved a little bit..
come clean people,come clean..
stop pretending.it hurts,i know! :)
human,u just cant pretend until the end of ur life,trust me.
xoxoshikhin

ame

'ame' in japanese means rain..
it was raining outside when it was time 4 me 2 go out 4 a jog..
well,i went for two rounds n decided to hit to da gym.
so..basically..plan changed 4 2day..i didnt jog,instead i cycled.
:)
gotta go n bathe asap!
goin 2 b extremely bz 2nyte..benkyo o shimasu>means study
xoxoshikhin

african queen

i watched 'phat girlz' for quite a number of times already.
i love the part where it tells me in africa,they dont call fat girls as fat girls.
they are called 'thick madame'.
which sounds so proper,so sexy and so french!!
do u noe that in africa,guys will go for these thick madame compared to the skiny ones.
the thicker the girls are,the better.
traditionally,they believe that thick madame are rich,skinny ones are poor.
thats y they go for the thick ones.
so gurls out there....think,b4 u go 4 a diet!!
live ur life n be happy people!!
xoxoshikhin

something new

i am so proud of myself today.
i went for a jog!!(unbelievable,but i made it!!)
alone,of course.
i was feeling so lame n lazy n slow during the day.
till i made up my mind to go for some exercise which is jogging,
so that i feel better,at least.
been eating and having none active movement in the house,
putting up some kilos already,so...
a girl gotta do what a girl gotta do!!
hoping to stick with the plan,starting today.
cross my fingers.
xoxoshikhin

busy body

my apartment consists of those nurses working in sunway medical centre,too.
they are still so young,18 above.
while jogging just now,i saw them gathering at the lobby,wearing fancy clothes.
the indians mostly wear shocking colour sarees
and the malays n chinese wear dresses.
must be sumthing going on,huh?
dinner or sum sort of party!!
busy body me..haha
xoxoshikhin

flu

pity my dad that he's having his flu now.
been having it for quite some days..
kesian...
been working so hard that he has no time to take care of himself..
parents...
they sacrifice a lot..
and u children,what do u do in order to repay them at least 0.001% of what they did for you?
go study and be sumone useful to yourslef,ur fam,ur friends,n ur society..
so...stop blogging n go!
:)
(im still here,typing,hehe)
xoxoshikhin

family first

dear people living on earth,
watever happens to you,do priotize your family.
u wont regret.
family first,people.
family first.
who r u without them supporting u?
will u b u like u r today?
nope.
so,people,put your family first,ok?
xoxoshikhin

understand

how can other people understand u better than u understand urself???
that happens to me.
me!
i am so complicated that i myself dont understand me.
he does. :)
lucky me i guess.
found da one!double j!!!
bukan u sorang je fhm i,ur fam pun!!
happy,happy,happy!!
xoxoshikhin

u amazed me girl!

as time passed by,i have changed a little,or maybe a lot..
depends on how ppl see me.
but gurl,i just want u 2 noe that u amazed me!!
haiya...
colourful world we live on.
happy being me!!
xoxoshikhin

cancelled plan

i planned to haf my dinner in puchong.
unexpected thing happened.
tired of planning alrdy.
aduhai...
why la..
g.u.i.l.t.y
xoxoshikhin

frust

arsenal vs man u,2-1.
frustrated.
dissapointed.
rasa mcm x percaya.
rafael was not bad at all!
:)
xoxoshikhin

weird

i start having this weird feeling wen evrytime i switch on the tv,
ti-whatever you like will be there.
odd.
just watched spanking new video clips on ti feat rihanna,live your life.
currently listening to qwote feat shaggy-i dont wanna fight
n womanizer by britney spears(she's back 4 good!!)
gonna miss mama cause she's going back 2 kedah late eve today.
:(
xoxoshikhin

chestnut

i wanted to start studying yesterday morning and wen i swicthed on the tv,
there it was,chestnut.
i never knew the existance of the movie,i started reading the info.
well,not so much about the movie,but i cried watching it.
not sure whether those two little girls are so good in acting or im such an animal lover.
the movie is about two newly adopted little girls and a dog.
funny that i cried.
n because of i started my day by watching the tv,i didnt study until it was night.
slept at 1 over and woke up early 2 send mama 2 putrajaya.
im studying now actually.just stop by 2 write u sumting.
wish me luck 4 dis eve paper.marketing n human resource practices.
xoxoshikhin

c.h.a.n.g.e.s

things are changing now..
n they're changing for good reasons..
adapting to it.
feeling glad :)
gotta go.study.
economics.
xoxoshikhin

well fed

snce da mmnt i opened my eyes this morning,up until now,
all i do is munching and eating.
eating big.
buns,bread,and coco crunch for breakfast...
three plates of rice n lots of meat for lunch...
three plates of rice n lots of meat,lots of fish,curry for dinner..
3+3=6.wow.
im feeling slow now..
i just dont know how 'it' works... :(
need to come out with some plans.fast.
plans just wont work when mama starts to feed us,the children.
rezeki jgn ditolak.. :)
thank u ma..
no more food for tonight.(how i hope)
xoxoshikhin

materials

materials are just materials..
some having it,some not having it..
some having it a lot,some having it some,some having it a little,some just dont have it..
one cannot have it all..
one just wont be satisfied..
one just wont feel enough..
nothing wrong with not having it,nothing wrong with having it,
nothing wrong with having it a lot,nothing wrong with not having it at all..
so what if one have it and u dont?
so what if u have it and others dont?
so what??
be thankful.
that what matters the most..
xoxoshikhin

world's best mum

in case u dont noe,my mama loves burger king so much!
so,had our dinner at burger king la.
6 hours walking (very slow) hurts my legs.
im a fast walker anyway.
people just dont like walking with me.
mama,she's a meticulous person.
very detail.
none,i repeat,none of any crystals or plates or teasets placed on shop racks she would ever missed.
just bought a box of teaset as a present to her cousin.
we had such a great time!(chit chatting)
mama's asleep already(kesian..penat kot).happy just seeing her happy. :)
bought some rendang tok.who's going 2 finish it????i dont care.need to sleep now.gotta wake up early 2mrw(study)
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im bloated
xoxoshikhin

mama's in the house!!

mama's in kl 4 6 days!!!
happy!!!
homemade cook,here i come.... :)
gulai tulang..daging kicap..hehe
nvr eve let me miss her much2,coz if i do,i'll b insane!!
goin window shopping dis eve.
spending some quality time together..
makan sama2..
double j!!
gotta study!!
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currently loving colbie caillat-kiss the girl
xoxoshikhin

currently listening to

TI-whatever u like
shontelle-tshirt
rihanna-live your life
various artists-just stand up
katy perry-hot n cold
36 mafia-lolly lolly (pop that body)
colby o donis-what u got
akon-dangerous
lady gaga-just dance
miley cyrus-7 things
pcd-when i grow up
xoxoshikhin

exam on a sunday

why on earth i haf an exam on a lovely sunday??
exam starts at 2.15pm
guess ive studied enuf
dh penat..
gonna do my best,extra best dis time. :)
ba texted me wishing me good luck!
happy...
pray 4 my success u all!
xoxoshikhin

fight

why do we have to fight?
hate fighting
it hurts
makes u sick
makes u haf a headache
makes u feel like running away
u'll become an ogre,shrek,big,huge,green thingy
worst,the hulk
the tense..the pressure..the tears..
uurrghhh,hate it,hate it,hate it!!
im sorry...

happy haloween 2 all!!

just sat for my law paper.
wonderful!!
fave subject of all!!
happy haloween 2 all!!
goin 2 celebrate it 2nyte.
wat 2 wear???
no idea n i dnt care.
please dnt serve me wif lux food n stuff.
please please pretty please....
i jst cnt resist food coz i was born 2 b a foody!!
love them,n unfortunately they love me too!!
tell u da details of da party later.
xoxoshikhin

one down,six to go

just finishd my taxation paper.
it was okay,not that fine,not not-that-fine too.ok2 la..
sat at a desk numbered 057.
my dad lucky number!
preparing 4 my law paper.
its on friday.cn u imagine i only haf anthr 1 day 2 prepare myself 4 law!!
i need all da luck on me!
hey,i need ur luck too!!
give it 2 me!!give it 2 me!!!!
one down,six 2 go..haih......
xoxoshikhin

my first ladoo!!

jst got bck from ravi's deepavali opn hse.
went 2 rifhan's party b4.
3 plates of nasi minyak should fill me up till anthr 3-4 days,aite?
2day in history:i had my 1st ladoo!!
sweet,bt not my type of food..too bad.
im packing bck 2 uitm.gotta start stdy.
final starts on the day afte 2mrw.
wish myslf all the best n c u all wen i got bck,k?
gonna miss blogging.. :(
xoxoshikhin

bloated tummy

yesterday was such a day.i ate 25 hours a day!!!25!!
had my coco crunch in the morning..
kuih raya and murukus snce da afternoon till 5pm..
lots of goreng pisang n keropok lekor..
somemore murukus..
maggi at 11pm..fillet o fish at 12am...slept at 12.20am.
great.sleep right after u eat.
p.e.r.f.e.c.t if u wanna have a 3-month-old preggers tummy!
now,let c whats on my schedule 4 2day...parties!!!!!
parties=food=lots of food=i'll be eating lots of food=happiness=bloated tummy=regret
simplest equation ever exists!
deeparaya party and rifhan's 5th bday party in melawati at 11am.
god i need 2 get bck 2 uitm asap!!evryone's overfeeding me alrd!!s.o.s!!
xoxoshikhin

family members (avoid confusion)

ba=my dad
mama=my mom
abg=my 1st bro
abgcik=my 2nd bro
shikah=my sis
afi=my lil bro
babah=baim's dad
mama=baim's mom
abglong=baim's 1st bro
abgngah=baim's 2nd bro
kak arza=baim's sis
nisha=baim's lil sis

wrong planning=dissapointment

i planned very well that i wanted to go to da gym n meet mama n babah later after that.
i called mama,she off da phne.i called babah,babah didnt pick up.i called abgngah.
then i got to know that da whole fmly isnt in puchong,theyre in pontian,johor attending an engagement ceremony of a cousin!!!!!!!
stunned,a little bit of having teary eyes,dissapointed,
i hung up the phne n walked into da gym.
spent an hour ovr exercising n left out.
picked shikah up n sent her to wan's aptmnt.theyre moving out to anthr aptmnt.
she helps them with the things to be taken out.
me?drove home n realised that my phone is with shikah!!!!!!!!
great.great.great.
ate some moreeeeee kuih raya n murukus!!!
celebrating diwali before it comes=malaysians!
happy diwali 2 all!!
xoxoshikhin

stuck in the middle

it was still in the morning.shikah(my sis) got a plan of her own.my bro got his plan of his own too.abg asked evryone of us to have our breakfast at sri melur jaya,mamak stall nearby.it was 10.50am alrdy.shikah got an appointment at 11am.rush hour.
i was stuck in the middle.
keeping secrets of shikah and fulfilling abg's request.
me myself?i planned to go 2 da gym.
so......at the end of da moment,yes,we did breakfast 2gthr at da mamak stall,my sis n i left early.
i went to da gym.
everyone was happy n satisfied.
keeping secrets now n then.its hard.but im good at it! :)
xoxoshikhin

knowing me

roshikhin dzowahir is my full name.im a malay girl from malaysia and im 20.studying accounting in uitm shah alam,graduating in 2010.im number 4 out of 5 siblings.2 best-brothers-in the world,1 greatest sister of all,and 1 cutest younger brother in the whole wide world.luckiest thing of all:i have world's lovliest mom and dad.coolest boyfriend ever,baim. :)
favourite thing to do,listening to music and dancing,dancing and dancing.how i see the world?5 words:tough,survive,change,move-on,love.colourful but painful.painful but exciting.exciting and adventureous.you're a winner of yourself if u survived.guess what,everyone is surviving,everyone is a survivor! :)
catch you all later.gotta attend to my today's schedule.
sneak peek>gym,hang out with mama and babah,packing for hostel
xoxoshikhin

starting blogging

hye there world.i just started blogging,now.never came across my mind that i wanted to do something not-so-technical,but here i am,blogging.since forever i write diaries,and seems that it's just not safe and secure.i should try someting new and something close to writing diaries.blogging is not writing diary,i know.no harm in trying.maybe this might be my new hobby,who knows.i welcome myself to the bloggers world,and do attend to my blog,daily.thanks a lot.xoxoshikhin