People you met

Now that I’ve met someone who did double degree, with a baby girl, who askd parents to stay together, currently pursuing master and was an architect who now practices project management. And another girl who is 34 who looks like 16. These are random people you meet everywhere who share stories that made you think about doing better in your life! Congrats you two. Thanks for the stories. xoxoshikhin

Black Day + Nasi Lemak + Milo Gula

Walked into client’s office today and everyone wears black! Jon, Nurul, Irfan, Gee Foo and Tiqin. And as always, I didn’t get the memo! (tho it happens coincidently) =) And my brilliant brain told me to try that Nasi Lemak sold next to KLCC. Sleepy all morning long, and client’s place is super cold so I made myself a cuppa milo with sugar (yikes and eeew). Obviously Nasi Lemak + Milo is a perfect combination for La La Land. Brava myself! xoxoshikhin

Nieces vs Good Expensive Food

Nieces won the battle. I would do anything to spend time with them. Literally anything. Love you Sofia and Zahra. You can always count on Mummy K. xoxoshikhin

Mimpi

Bukan setiap malam dapat mimpi macam ni. There was a mosque, a hospital, a guy with turban, my shawl, a bazaar selling shawls, a bronze merc, packets of bread, and a lady. And my car. Weird. But I love shawls. xoxoshikhin

Kenangan Kenanga

3 time’s a charm. Haslin, Shikah, Wan and me bravely went to Kenanga again just to update ourselves with whats new and whats not. So, there’s always something new here and there and I cannot take my off that newly opened boutique which carries everything that I love! I wish I work there. And yeah, I even askd the salesman whether or not there is any opening. Those handbags lined up there on the shelves are aweeeesome! Everyone bought something back. Best buy of the evening is songket baju kurung for all three of us sisters. Murah and sangat cantik! The colours are glamorous and in case shikah is willing to add up those beadings, said no more. =) Handbags for me and Haslin and Shikah (except that hers was bought in Topshop Pavilion). Long story. Everyone went back home happy and that’s a wrap! xoxoshikhin

Slaps of my lifetime

You know the time when you are eager to work and the one and only thing that stops you is that sleepy feeling???? I feel that way now. It’s Friday I know. BUT. I have the drive to work right at this moment so common…dearie eyes, please open up for this little mittle job to be settled. I have the confirmations and everything in front of me. Need to update my OSM list and bla bla bla. So wake up and SEE! Tapi kepala pening sikit. I think that’s why tak boleh nak focus sangat. Sushi King punya pasal, toilet is the most visited spot of the day. xoxoshikhin

Good feeling

I have this good feeling that Im getiing that C within these few weeks!!! Keep on bumping into people carrying it in KLCC im like I really2 gotta have that, sooooon! Saw one carrying a blue C, and today bumped into a girl carrying a greyish C. No pressure but, yeah. I can easily divert my attention to another on my list but, to get to point number two, you gotta achieve that point number one. Kalau tak dapat this one this time, I’ll strike this off my list and move ON! Boleh ke move on Roshikhin oi..? (Birthday in 7 days and im as heavy as a truck!) xoxoshikhin

Sushi for Two!

Nadiah texted for a KLCC sushi luncheon and we met up! So much to catch up that one hour just passed by like that! Stories here and there, facts here and there…Well, seriously Nadiah, rindu sangat2!!!!! Don’t forget to kirim salam your mum and siblings! Aunty Yah and buah Melaka will always be one of best memories! Take care sugar babe! Love you always… xoxoshikhin

Breed

Different breed. You are correct! Because you are performing those responsibilities already. Question: Will I do less? Answer: No. Conclusion: Tak payah takut. Makes a LOOOOOTTT of sense. Wonder solved! xoxoshikhin

Nadiah Anuar

Heard someone calling my name and it was Nadiah! Gosh it has been forever I haven’t seen her and boom! KLCC Foodcourt is THE place. =) If she didn’t scream out my name, I would not notice as it was lunch hour = too cramp and noisy. We hugged quite a lot of time and did the story morry thingy right in the middle of the court. Of course that time we had was not sufficient. We updated each other on real important points and for the rest, we gotta meet up somewhen somewhere in this near future, I hope! She looks happy and glowing and everything! So nice to see you Nadiah and yeah I miss the olden days!!!! You take care my love!! xoxoshikhin

Hokey Pokey World Wheel

Different nature. So that we learn from each other. Not to accept or reject wholly. But to learn and respect. And experience. And be amazed. And be thankful and grateful. Don’t look down too much. Don’t look up too much. Stay in moderation. That’s where you’ll be safe. That’s where you’ll feel secure. That’s where you feel belonged. Top on Monday. Bottom on Tuesday. That happens a lot. xoxoshikhin

Worth the wait

Caillat and Mraz: Now that I know, everything falls into places and Alhamdulillah.. Each word said worth the wait. Roshikhin Dzowahir, lesson learnt. Again. xoxoshikhin

Happy Hours

That happy hours you treasure and just cant wait for them to come and visit you again. And when ‘again’ means ‘soon’, you just cant wait for another short second!! xoxoshikhin

YOU

It really is not that hard. Just be YOU. And I be ME. Self-conflict resulting in current emo issue. *sigh xoxoshikhin

It’s an annual thingy

My colleague: He’s doing what he does best, again and again. Laughing at people. For God’s sake no one needs that from you. God grants you a genius brain to make the world a better place, not to demotivate people out of every word that comes out from ones mouth. Gosh you are just being you. And honestly, I don’t like that character in you. Double yikes. Yikes yikes! xoxoshikhin

Feminism

I sometimes do consider myself as a feminist. It has pro and cons to it, until you list them down, then you’ll know which side weighs more. Nature of us girls: easier to follow then to be followed. This does NOT mean that we girls could not lead, we could. Loving Beyonce, Christina and Gaga does not help in kickin this feminism away from me. I believe what I believe. I have immortal principles that just wont die though I die. Currently repeating ‘Good Girl Gone Bad’ over and over again. Loving ‘Run The World Girls’ choreographies all around the world. WE RUN THE WORLD. xoxoshikhin

High school stuff

I have loved Blue, Gareth Gates, Steps and Hilary Duff. Still in love with Hilary Duff though. xoxoshikhin

Poyo

Okay I might be late in this thing but I just knew poyo means cantik. Poyo is beautiful. It is in the dictionary. Well, thanks Midah for the info! So,ignore those who tell you that you are poyo when they mean it in a bad way. In real world, it’s a compliment! =p xoxoshikhin

Knowledge of ‘KNOW’

Want it? Ask for it. Every single thing that you learn, that you feel, you see, you touch and smell, it is knowledge. Knowledge from Him. You are the one that He has chosen. Has chosen to learn. Alhamdulillah on that. Be grateful. Whether or not you see it as a good or bad thing, knowledge has never become a wastage. So learn. Keep on learning and share. They make sense. They just do. Thank you to you-know-who-you-are for sharing this with me. Thank you. xoxoshikhin

Nisha’s 12th

Time passed by just like that! Nisha is 12 today! Happy birthday Nisha! We’ll have one real celebration right after your UPSR k? Hope you like the necklace I bought you. I like that myself so I’m giving you something that I love! Take good care of that and take good care of yourself. Be good, stay good and cute as always! Love you sister. xoxoshikhin

Girls’ Genting Go-Out

Last Saturday was a fantastic day filled with fun and laughters! On the 7th day of the 7th month, 7 of us climbed up Genting for a girls’ day out. Me, Nadiah Shikh Hatim, Haslin, Nadiah Mustafa, Hannah, Tiqin and Adilla. Seven. The day started with fashionably late comer, Hannah, who we teased for the whole day. Our bus from 1 Utama was scheduled at 8am and it took off yup, at exactly 8am. So we missed the bus. So, lepak for awhile at soya shop and hop on 10am bus to Genting. Surprised to know that it took us only 1 hour to reach the peak. 1st ride was the spinner, as a warm up. History was written when Nadiah S.H. succeeded in coxing Tiqin to hike up Space Shot. Adila surrendered from the beginning. Maybe next time Adila! Corkscrew was the last extreme ride we took and as usual, I closed my eyes and didn’t scream at all. Super scary. Best game was bumper boat!!! We had sooo much fun screaming and bumping each other. Safest ride was elephants which was built specially for kids with parents. But who the ice care?? Thanks for the memories girls.. =) Love you all till I die! xoxoshikhin

Charm

If only I can have that CHARM on my charm bracelet! This is soooo a ‘want’, not even a ‘need’ – (I think). What a bale! Sheesh kebaba. Stop it Kak Cik! (no I cant.) xoxoshikhin

Not even yours!

Sharing is not a term to be used when a thing is not even yours! So, back off and stop using that ‘share’ word. It’s just so wrong! When one thing is not even yours, means it does not belong to you. So it’s not under your possession and you don’t have any single little tiny bit of a right on that very thing. Get it? Get it? Liking, admiring and having a real big crush on that one thing do not mean that it’s yours, not in any part of this world, and any other world! Why the ice you feel that way??? Ya Allah, I don’t need this feeling right at this moment. I don’t. POSSESSIVE is ME. xoxoshikhin

Understand

When they just cannot understand the explanation and keeps on trying to argue and argue to convey the message that they just don’t get it, and silence is the best treatment in this matter. Because they are not given that feeling God gives only to women. Priceless feeling comes with priceless satisfaction. Girls with their handbags and shoes. You just don’t need an explanation, get it? xoxoshikhin

Spoil it all

And then I go and spoil it all by saying I love you! robbienicole xoxoshikhin

Being girls

I think Im being absolutely normal on this. Girls are like that you know. So it is okay for me to feel this way. Though you tell me it is really not okay, I just don’t care. The feeling is nice, the thoughts are addictive and I just love being a part of the girls’ planet. Apart from the saying that girls just don’t know how to drive not-recklessly, well…..at times I just don’t mind…Go ahead and say it and nothing bothers me on that! =) xoxoshikhin

Faced off

Now that Im done, I feel relieved and much better. Alhamdulillah. It was not as bad as I imagined but just as good as I expected. So, again. Alhamdulillah for the courage God’s given me. xoxoshikhin

Nervous. Scared.

Kalau salah, memang takut. Kalau tak salah, nak takut buat apa? Tapi kalau salah pun tak, tak salah pun tak,how? I don’t wanna be scared of my phone ringing, I don’t wanna be nervous picking up phone calls from I-don’t-know-who. This feeling kills. I’ll be having cold feet and shaky hands. And my mind just cannot stop thinking about IT. Stop running. Get it done and face them. xoxoshikhin

Back on track

Atiqah and Roslina introduced me to a new gang. A gang that I never imagined I’d be in. A gang that brings me back on track, again. Alhamdulilah the first meeting was incredible. There were tears here and there, but the knowledge and things that remind you of you and where you come from, that is priceless. Short and sweet note to self: Solah is the answer if you’re longing for a conversation with Allah, Quran is the answer if you’re longing for Allah’s words. xoxoshikhin

News Update

Wednesday-27june2012. I was called into a meeting room (romm12, level10) by my performance manager. I was nervous all morning until that very moment. Received the news from her and knowing peeps behind all the stories kinda amazed me and ruined my whole day. Cried in that very room and all journey to current client’s. Tried my best to have half day ML as I really needed to get my cough med and had slight temperature. Nope, it was a failure till I had to swear I was gonna go to Jalan P. Ramlee. Of course I didn’t have the mood to keep on working and I was just acting normal, as a normal human being who has feelings. Can you ever imagine, people asking you on the spot whether you gonna resign or give it a try for another 6 months? I mean, oh my my. You kidding me with that question? It really was not a good news to me and you asked me to decide on the spot. I mean, what the ice??? I was not backing myself up 100% cause the decision has been made. Ya, in this kinda industry, u just cant mess up even once. Well I was saying things just to not make it that easy for you. Things are not falling into my plan but, who the ice care? InsyaAllah God has a better plan for me, in this near future. Im coming back to my family. And that is real a biggy thing to me! xoxoshikhin

Highlight

I’m bad enough to know that I’m bad. Stop highlighting. xoxoshikhin

Niece number 2!

Welcome on board Sonia Zahra! – Date of Birth: 31 May 2012. Sofia Zulaikha is a biggy sister now, and I’m an aunt again! Here we go again with all the polka dots, ribbons, pink, flowers, tutus and gorge dresses! Girls’ Rules! xoxoshikhin

Stretch

Yes I have lots of extra skin to cover up all the fat that I have with me. Leave that alone. World needs to know that everything has a limit and a fine line so that every start has an end. This is a kind of bully. So long that I could help. I would. Just don’t stretch me till I help in disguise. You don’t want that to happen. Stop stretching me out! xoxoshikhin

Handy Baggy Story

Juls is carrying an A. Currently I’m carrying a B. Hoping to get a C before raya! xoxoshikhin

The Pressure

Presence is priceless. Presence is a gift! Sorry if all the shares I did bit by bit putting pressure on you. Friends are having times of their lives and as you’re not here, so all the updates I made solely intended to share. Worry no more knowing that I’m not ready. Yup it’s hard to get me, knowing that I’m happy for others on the matter. Being happy and excited for others not necessarily mean that I would be happy if it was to happen to me. In case I’ll be the last, just so you know that I might still be not ready for it. Now how hard is that to bear with? Talk no more. xoxoshikhin

When the time is right

No one has ever waited for things to fall into place when it is time. We tend to rush and tell the world that it has to be now. Now is the perfect moment. Now is the time. It cannot be tomorrow, cannot be next week, cannot be next month, and definitely cannot be next year! We are being normal human beings who are greedy and patience is not the first word on the first page of our living dictionary. So yeah. Life is not everything about rushing into things and who gets there first. Most of the time, yeah, it is that way. But not all the time! Each of us has our own path that we choose and there is time for every life point. Each and every one of us does not take 2 years to get from point A to point B. Some may take less than that, some may take more than that. The feeling of being left out and late, not in the trend or not at par, that feeling is urgh. Hate it. But, what’s the rush? Death will come for sure. On time. Not a second late, not a second early. So again, what’s the rush? Oldies pass us this one thing called ‘patience’ but to apply it in current world, it is hard no? Hard, but do-able. If they can, why can’t we? Pray to God for your strength and rationale. Remember, when the time is right, it’ll happen. =) xoxoshikhin

kardashian krazy who?

i love them siblings till bits!
xoxoshikhin

gang green gang with ABC

xoxoshikhin

a not-so-bad emergency

it was the night when manutd vs stoke game was on at 4am,that we had an IJN emergency.

the lounge was not bad,the TV was not that small,the crowd was supportive and I witnessed the game in a very peaceful-hospitally atmosphere.
=)
*wink
xoxoshikhin

planned (not) come-together

4 Feb 2012-Alor Star
she told me that she will be gone by tomorrow night,my mind ran like a wild boar.what to do,where to go,how to get there,and when.and who.
a small gath it was!

never thought that i'd miss them this much,
guess i do!
my very-close-to-my-heart girls:bashirah,aida and izati.
added up with my long-lost high school friends:fatin inani and atikah rashidan.
a lot more to share and exchange,the stories could go on and on and on till dont-know-when.

what i know that we still are the same exact people who were studying and crying together when we were 16,17 and away in Langkawi.
i love you girls so dear.

lawyer,auditor,doctor and lecturer.
we are...urm...jumbled up!

hope to see you all soon!
azwa,wish you were there.i miss you..
xoxoshikhin

from petite with love

yesterday dearest baby brother brought me to meet another level of honesty and truth.meeting this one little petite girl taught me things.i thank her so much for opening up my eyes without she realizes this.
its nice to be back here in my hometown having everyone,each of every one in my family.sofia,kak syaza and abang are literally here!

thought i would act weird.thought that i would be insane.thought of inacceptance.thought of being a very bad big sister.what i had with me all this while was a 'REJECT' rubber stamp and red stamp pad.after all,it wasnt that hard to accept.and to enjoy existence of love.even it is small.even it is for awhile.even it is from a very petite little girl. =)
never knew i have one big gigantic 'GRANTED' rubber stamp and green stamp pad with me all this while,hiding in my pocket.

wondered for few years on how good people can accept bad people in their lives.how that particular family welcomes me into their hut of love.after all what i did.after all the hurts and tears.
and yesterday,everything became clearer.seriously it wasnt that hard to love our loved ones' love.or loves.
i see love in a very different way now.
xoxoshikhin

Girls and their minds

As at now,u may know me as a lady with emotional thoughts filled with negative energy that come with strong minds and positive spirit.em hm,im that complicated.after taking my 1st shower of the day,i thought of writing down words and post it here in my blog.We girls are very complicated i admit.i read somewhere and cant agree more on "even girls dont understand themselves".at times,we want this and that,a certain of that and this,and at all times,we drool for handbags and shoes,lots of them that guys can never figure out why.LOL.
Not to forget our own famous phrase of "what to wear???i have no clothes".

And unfortunately guys are in love with us and are having the will to accept us and our twisted minds!(girls,beware of boundaries and limit,dont get close to it and cross). :)
After years of wanting to be beautiful and skinny and shiny bling2 with all the high heels and power dresses sticking with gorgeous handbags and blinking accessories,we tend to stop and say "im tired of not eating and staring at good food without eating them and spending all this bucks to buy designers dresses and heels and handbags and accessories!".

I want to live.and eat and have fun and sing along to cindy lauper's girls just wanna haf fun!
And.
As we switch on the tv watching e-news and scouted,we get back to ground zero and be crazy all over again.
Girls and their twisted minds.i am one of those.a confession here,hello...
That is one example.

Same goes to our study and career.
We tend to decide and re-decide.
Grateful being a lady.
xoxoshikhin