tear drop

with the hormones do the talking,i cn easily break down n cry.

take away this feeling pls.

xxkeen

tourism malaysia final presentation

it was on last tuesday we had our final mktg mgmt marketing project for tourism msia.

congrats to the whole group members we did it good! thx for all the sleepless nytes.

gopi,diana,praba,goki,chai and i

xoxokin

lady love

syukur jumpa kamu dan kamu

that krazy nyte

auditors and lawyers are humans.

expressio'

waking up to a happy mind and its been quite sometime i havent have that!!

haih.

life's a wheel.alhamdullillah for the feeling Allah lends me.

xoxokin

the weak week

yesterday received a real shocking news from aloq staq.considering of moving back to aloq staq.

and today al-fatihah,my grand uncle,tok mamak passed away.i just pray for a better tomorrow.amin.

xoxoshikhin

visiting nuha

again fara and i had this crazy idea and booked weekends tix to jakarta.we were so lucky nuha is still in jkt studying dentistry.so we lari negara for the past weekends to jkt.thanks to nuha jadi tour guide kami.

off to jkt on that very friday after work.abg sent us to lcct (thanks abg!) and our flight took off waaay later than scheduled.anyhow,we arrived late and waited for the taxi for soooo long.remember peeps,just go for blue bird cab or express cab.safer.

so we arrived at the hotel which was pre-booked and fully paid.neo mangga dua is such a perfect hotel value for money.recently opened for guests and it smells new!we didnt have  much time to do much things,so we went to tanah abg,grand indonesia (for the famous magnum cafe),itc mangga dua and monas.so much so we all puas hati dpt makan and jalan2.not mch of shopping that we did,but i would say it was a perfect two-day girlfriends vacay!

nxt time we can just crash at nuha's place and be there for longer period.we cant forget the apolkat juice and bakmi gm spesial.superb!

thanks again to nuha and hope to kacau u again,soon!!

xoxoshikhin

small

i was not born small. =(

something new

i'll buy new sport shoes and new sport pants.
booster of december dream.
nicole is hot!

xoxokin

pixie back

its a bad sign i wanna be pixie again.
be strong younger brother.
i love u.
xoxokin

mad saturday

2 hours queing at the immigration for nothing and couldnt come bck home on time and send mama 2 the airport as the class ended 2 hours later than planned.

=(

terrible.

awal muharram

salam maal hijrah to all muslims.i believe we must celebrate maal hijrah waaaaay more than the calendar new year rite?have your new year resolutions and work towards them.nothing is unobtainable with hardwork and persistency!

sadly,ystrday ws one of my worst days.i kinda know from where all the talking came from (obviously my hormones) but things seemed so bad yesterday.waking up to a very bloated tummy,round face,and everything.sounds a lot silly but it aint that silly when u already lost 10kgs and simply gained 3kgs within 3 days.kill me please.

mama always reminded us that rezeki tu Allah yg bagi.other people frm othr part of the world are dying due to starvation and here i am complaining of excessive food.round face to some people signifies kindness and motherly yet i hate it.to africans being thick is considered high value when i just hate being me.

i didnt want to see anybody yesterday.if only i could jst wrapped up in my own old comfy i would.i chose to be miserable,terrible and horrible and i chose to be that yesterday.how stupid.

i wntd to visit tok mama and tok ba but i did not.im mad at me.mama cooked ayam masak lemak and i had my platessss of rice.for whatever reason,i keep on doing things that i love which resulted me negatively.

thought of moving to aloq staq stay with mama and ba.take care of them.they are growing old and i dont want to even gve me a slight chance of regret later on.i want to be there when mama needs someone to listen to her office stories.i want to be there for ba when he needs someone to feed the cats and pong the chicken.

obstacles.or maybe u cn say alasan.im currently working in pj,studying for my mba inshaallah completing in two yrs time.see??now i hate the decision ive made.its been yrs i wntd to return to aloq staq but.

that BUT.

a lot of things to consider.the least thing i wna feel is regret.
bus to kl was at 530pm and i slept three quarter of the journey.i didnt want to think.i didnt want to wonder about things.penat.

how bad ystrday ws to me,yet i thank Allah i woke up this morning feeling better.so much better.alhamdulillah.although thoughts are still wandering around in that cloud on top of my head,at least i feel better.

note that things will nvr b the way u wnt it to be.it'll be better or it'll b slight less than what u expectd.i mean,we r human arent we.the world is round.believe.b thankful.ingat yg lg kurang dr kita.

be a better u this yr!
love your parents.
sacrifice.
for good or bad.

love kin.

pengapit kulim

today i was the pengapit to bashi for zainal's kenduri.i wore nude kebaya belongs to shikah.hehe.sampai jugak kulim thanks to mama shi. =)

xoxokin

shi zainal big day

i know i went late for the kenduri but then again,i had my own private time with the groom and bride!!
royal kedah club is such a lovely place to have weddings.to those planning to get married,well,consider this!

the hall was decorated with flowers at all angles and flowers will never fail u!
the first thing i noticed was shi's wedding dress which i understood flown from the UK!!!looovvveeee!
nice to meet the mum and sis as well as wawa!too bad hajar,aida and some othr asmarians who i didnt get the chance to join the mini gath.
well,tomorrow is my day to b shi's pengapit.wish me luck!
congrats to shi n zainal!
semoga kekal ke syurga insyaallah.
xoxokin

one republic 31.10.13

and..the fmlia attended one republic concert held at sunway beach.somehow i love sunway beach concert compared to othr places.felt like home!arep,annur and afi were there accompanying me.oh yes the event went krazay.

of course we were late due to the massive traffic.what a bummer!somehow everything went perfectly well after thousands of jumpin2 and screaming to songs!

i had fun and im sure the whole crowd did!
love u one republic!
my fave of fave song is 'secret'.love to death!
xoxokin

jst sayin

kita hidup jgn menyusahkan org.biar org menyusahkan kita.kita bukan dilahirkan utk ada org mengabdikan diri utk kita.kita bukan hidup di zaman perhambaan.kita jangan ingat kita tu besaq sgt.

karma.

xoxokin

sabtuday

today it was tourism malaysia day talk at the main campus.as usual,when i alrdy know what time the event starts and where is the venue (which is not that close to kota dsra),i bathe late and off frm home in a very rushing manner.so i drove along nkve,and somehow i was on federal highway getting into pj roads here n there n decided to start my journey all over again from dsra.krayyyyzee kan?and of course i was late (tho not so late) and skipped the intro of the talk.anyhow,congrats to tourism malaysia team and we all had a great time enjoying the informative talk!

after that i was off to selayang and again,somehow i drove into kl and decided to start the journey all ovr again frm kota dsra.im like that,that one-way-only kinda driver. =)

baby qaleesya is verryyyy pleasant,she didnt cry much and she has her very own signature on the sleeping part.way to go baby girl!congrats to kaklong and abgong!
not to forget she has real cool hair since day 1!!
love u lah!

xoxokin

sheet

coming back to my parked car to this sheet view.

nasib ni hari jumaat.esok car wash day.

too much for a night

dreams can be so scarry.yesterday's news on people were stabbed to death at lrt tmn melati and all,lead to me having a real bad nightmare!that feeling when people place a knife at the back of ur neck,that is real something.

and subsequent to that tun mahathir didnt wnt to snap picture with me because he said im too smart.
i mean,me?smart?

what a night of chain dreams with different ambiance.

anyhow i love u tun mahathir.that was just a dream!
=)

xoxokin

baby harith of aysya and anwar

last saturday it was my first time meeting handsome boy baby harith.congrats to caca and nuaq on their first ever kid!he was sooooo charming and behaved well among daddy and mummy's friend.it was kinda a mini gath to welcome timie and syisyi back from the uk.yan and syafiq were there too!!it was a happy day catching up with u girls and guys.and to ca and nuaq,second edition please!! =)
xoxokin

The Wedding of Ahmad Dzahran and Farah Shelah

Salam. I know it's been over a year I havent been updating my blog.sounds so cliche but seriously, been caught up by the 'living' of a 24 yr old girl who already turned 25 this year! Any how, the post is all about the wedding of my another beloved big brother (apart from abg,of course), Ahmad Dzahran Dzowahir and my new sister-in-law, Farah Shelah (welcome aboard sistah!!). alhamdulillah the akad and all wedding-related ceremonies went well!Syukur and congrats to all family members and friend!Appreciate all the hardwork and sacrifices made.Thank you all!!! akad was on 20th Sept 2013 and makan2 at rumah pengantin perempuan was right after the akad ceremony (masjid in cheras).food was awwweeeeesssooommmmeeee!!!kenduri side perempuan was on the next day,Dewan TTDI.seriously,im not bragging or what but kak shel looked over the top lovely!!!the dress spells oh.my.gosh and the tiaras and makeup and the hair and her smile and her everything she looked peeeeeeerrrrfffeeeecccttt for a Queen!!! and yeah,brother an macam King lah kan! sama cantik sama padan. the story of my heels on that very day; rasa mcm sgt in-trend lah when i decided to wear top-to-toe colour block and my red heels patah! can u imagine not having the chance to get into the wedding hall alongside the bride and groom and of course i was not in any of the 'ENTRANCE' pics!!! (ggrrrrr!!!) and i changed to my nude heels and 3 quarter of the ceremony i felt like i was walking on clouds and looked down seeing my nude heels neeeaaarrrllllyyy patah and there u go!i changed to my extra comfy brown flat that wear to EVERYWHERE. sangat such a turn down but who cares??i was happy and raihan zulaikha (adorable cuzzie) took a looooot of my pics (thank u dear, i support your passion!) we were the last clan to leave the ceremony cause we love parties so much and everyone had sooo much fun!happy moments!and mood switched to arrangement of making kenduri in aloq staq a dreamy one!families headed north and literally had soooo little of sleep;shikah jahit baju for the princesses till 7am on that very big aloq staq day,kak syaza, wan and abg focusing on bunga telurs (more to glass bowls with blue cloudy ribbons and ferrero rocher and hershey's kisses).actually we enjoyed all the gossips sessions and late night stay up.nak buat lagi lah for shikah's wedding nanti! rehearsal went crazily funny sebab family members semua pun kray kan.long story short, everyone was smiling everywhre on the wedding ceremony (Dewan Utama Ukir Mall)and had sooo much memorable moments meeting families and friends.pengantins were in CLASSY electric blue songket and the princesses (flower girls)looked stunning, as always. Ba and Mama, big congratulations on the kenduri itself (semua organ craving for that itik golek) and to all family members yang wore pinkish/lilac/silverish/grey/sweet blush pink baju,semua org cantiiiikkkk hari tu!! selamat pengantin baru bgcik and kak shel.semoga dirahmati Allah sampai ke akhirat inshaAllah.take good care of each other and love you both!make beautiful babies like a loooottt okay!! xoxoshikhin