look up to J.Hud

from this

to this!

i look up to J.Hud now!
xoxoshikhin

her 1st birthday party

yesterday was sofia's first ever birthday party.
mummy and daddy decided to have it at italiannies empire shopping mall.
such a lovely place and i do think it was the perfect venue for that much of people.
mickey mouse (though she's a baby girl) was the theme coz it's her fave at the moment.suprisingly not minnie mouse.
she wore a cute white baby guess top and a jeans.
how do babies walk having that big of pampers sticking with them?haha.
anyway,big thanks to all who came,families and friends,near and far.
really appreciate it much.
sofia says thank you too!
she had fun yesterday.indeed she was.
everyone who came was soooo supportive.they attended wearing black,white and red!
blessed with such supportive ones around us.
thank you for all the presents too!
had few plates of my fave classic carbonara topped with chilli flakes.
thank you abang and kak syaza for knowing me so well.
bliss!
kids were awesome yesterday.running around the whole premise.
i thank God for this.i thank God for the happiness.
for the togetherness.for the families.for the friends.
Alhamdulillah.
so...happy 1st birthday Sofia Zulaikha Ahmad Dzarif!

okay,i have a new girl friend.gonna act cool.gonna act cool.

thank you for all the colourful gifts!sofia loves them all!

hot aunty with the nieces.thank you for coming mak su!you are a tok su somehow.oopsie.

seems like she loves balloons too.i can share.i dont mind.

who else are coming?who else?im waiting...

the ambiance.so perfect in having this much of families and friends.

daddy's having his lunch.go ba go!forget the diet.

mummy K and baby sofia

kayla,see my present.it's in a box.how do we open this one?

mummy,it's mine!it's mine!

mummy repairing the pumpkin patch polka dots headband

my stroller has ballons tied to it.does yours have them too?

these pictures behind me are quite impressive.black and white is in!

mummy's gonna catch me.better i run,run,run!!

this man is tall.why these peeps around me are so tall.anyone having my height?babies,where are you?

another memory to be kept and remembered at all years coming in the future.

xoxoshikhin

panettone @ kl sentral

shikah and i discovered this kinda cute and hip tiny restaurant in kl sentral.hello penettone.that train journey with shikah was seriously heartwarming (due to malay drama took place the night before).shikah was so upside down and most of the time up!due to that monthly thingy.whatever lah.

yesterday i was here with shikah.today im alone.two consecutive days being picked by me as the chosen one!clap your hands panettone!

i ordered for french toast (glossy really) tapi today tak ada.so i tiru shikah by having these yummy peppery egg mayo for this morning biiiig breakfast.when people order each for each self,i ordered two for myself.

just being me okay.
xoxoshikhin

kabul@sooka

today's lunch was on VJ's!
thank you so much!
xoxoshikhin

up to you.up to me.

people look.people see.
they observe,stare and glare
at you.
then they start to read.
and assume that whatever and whoever they read,
their assumptions are true.
correct.unfortunately not right all the time.
you walk the walk,you talk the talk.
those people judge your wear and tear,
translate your body language,translate your facial
expression.
they think they know everything,well at least something about you.
i mean deep inside me,i enjoy being a comot girl.
though coloured flats and pumps are being looked a lil improper as
office wears,i still wear them.
though neon lime green is waaaay too shiny for office,
well that is one of my fave baju kurung!
three quarter of my closet filled with my mum's,sisters',aunt's and grandma's clothes.
those are not my sizes.but they suit my style.the way i am comfortable to express
who i really am.so i keep them,so i wear them.
sakit mata?macam nak register i to 'tangkap muat'?
let me tell you one thing,tutup mata and walk straight can you?
sweet lady sitting infront of me,with tudung,in crocs,
actively on her iPhone,
i love your fuchsia anya hindmarch slingbag and neon lime green Harrods.

xoxoshikhin

a professional mistake

messy.out of control.headache.troublesome.upside down.
xoxoshikhin

for food for songs

box 44 of red box the curved was filled with wreckless girls from subang.
i attacked the food regardless of the main reason why we were there.

shikah attacked the mic.
wan was at the same side of mine.
food comes first at all times.

though meals served were not over the top,as long as they have sushi and western,count us in!
normal chaos (as usual) between shikah and wan on who sing what songs etc.
i couldnt care less.

well,that 3 hours was another memory of us!
love you two sisters.
xoxoshikhin

when one means so much

just received our P1 progress test result.30% to pass and i got 29%.out of 165,90% failed the test.
when one means so much.
straight went to the saloon and chopped off my fringe.

and eat a lot at papparich pyramid.
my way of unwind the pressure.
xoxoshikhin

SOFIA ZULAIKHA IS ONE

my one and only niece turned one last 14 march 2011.
happy 1st birthday sofia!
will always be my first,always and forever.

you have no idea how we all love you so very much.
since the first day we laid our eyes on you,you are a miracle.a gift from God.
our happiness.our peace.
Alhamdulillah we have you.


we witnessed your first laugh,your first crawl and your first step.
be a good girl as you always are.
LOVE YOU BOO BOO!
xoxoshikhin

seniorless days at 1 sentral

after one teary night,God passed me His gift of two seniorless days.blessed!

seriously if i ever leave audit line,i would miss going to clients the most!

you know going out and see how other people's offices and surroundings.you compare and they awe you most of the time.

meeting people is an experience.meeting different people at different times and places are journeys.

xoxoshikhin

the big L.I.F.E

Life is a force.
It forces you to act.
Act good.Act bad.
Act right.Act wrongly.
Life forces you to stay up.
Stay ahead.Stay put.
Rushes you day after day.
Sometimes you just get tired.
And sometimes you realised that
'sometimes' comes so often.
That you are restless.
It sucks your blood,it sucks your energy.
Left you energyless.
And at one point you feel you wanna give up,
at the end of the day you decide to give up.
But then again,
the next day you open up your eyes,
after one long teary night,
everything starts all over again.
You stepped out the house,couldnt even
breathe at its most optimal pace.
See,life just won't let you give it all up.
When everything starts from A,it goes way to Z.
Life forces you to survive.
Survival of the fetus.
Whether you realise it or not,
whether you accept it or not,
whether you believe it or not.
Life forces you to survive,
in every second of your life.
Live with life.
Go survive.
With or without tears that leave you feelingless and heartless.
xoxoshikhin
*written at subang jaya ktm station while waiting for the train to KL sentral.

EGM @ Eastin

We were appointed as Scrutineers at one Co EGM, evening today.
In a team of 10,we were polishly prepared since yesterday.
To MIDF till afternoon and off to Eastin for the rehearsal.
First time stepping into The Weld for Bangkok Espresso.Thanks to Swee Lin!

funny guy of the team.long story short,without him,we wont be getting nice meals.thanks Chua!

Love the way the chairman speaks.Polite,classic and professional.Calm.He looks like my late Tok Ayah.
The registration went smooth disregard few funny cases.haha.
Met big people with big bucks behaving sooo humble,down to earth.
Respect them a lot.

my fave VT!!!!!!hui chin!

Another looked like my late Tok Ba.
The aunties and uncles are just being who they are.
I dont really care.They made my day!

with wei chien at the registration counter

And not to forget to mention here, we counted the vote and everything,came up with the signed decision within less than 10 mins!
Now how's that!Tenji at Mont Kiara for lunch!Yummeh!
xoxoshikhin

tak pernah

tak pernah sakit macam tu.
sakit perut sangat.
demam panas sangat2.
malam2 bangun nangis.
macam ada alien dalam perut nak keluar tapi tak boleh.
two days on ML.
blood pressure was as low as 80/60.
boleh mati.
went to the doctor twice in three days.
changes of ubat.
28 feb and 1 march.
will never forget the tummy pain i had during that several days.
xoxoshikhin

Three Stooges Vacay

shikah and her new handbag.WAH.ngada2!


Remember these krazay dates: 26 and 27 February 2011.
Macam dua hari ja kan?Tapi.Full stop. :)

seriously, that pillow is soooooooo comfy and smells soooooooo nice!

Wan had a fab R&R HSBC Global Hawaiian Party in Sunway Lagoon on 26 night. So, out of the blue, she booked a room in Sunway Hotel for us, the three stooges-Wan, Shikhin and Shikah.

the luggages

We had our sisters-vacay, 2 days and 1 night.
Checked in midday on the 26th, and went for shopping spree in Pyramid. Sorry, window shopping spree to be exact.

mirror freakssssssssssssss

After awhile I haven’t had my Sushi King due to being a vegan since 2011, we had our lunch there!!
Hey, I still can have my fave egg mayo and potato salad kan? Who the hell cares!!
Acting like real tourists/outsiders who actually live 10 mins apart from Pyramid, everything seemed different. It’s like I haven’t been to Pyramid before and haven’t had any Sushi King the rest of my life.
Moral value: Try looking at things in a different way once in awhile. U sure see the difference!
So, after jumping2 on the bed, and hugged the supersoftessssst pillows, we fall asleep.
Now, the next day is waaaaaay interesting to be remembered!
I woke up at 6am as I had P1 class at 8am in Sunway College.Why woke up so early kan?(Hate the look on their asleep-faces).
I needed to get my books at home.Pandai sangat tak bawak sekali.
Okay.Extra mengantuk of course. After the 3-hours class, I went to the hotel and our journey started.

sikit lagi boleh gone!

Headed to KL, the plan was to enter ONLY Times Square. ONLY.
Which at the end of the day ended up entering all. Again I repeat, ALL, malls surrounding that area.
WALKED.USING FEET.(duh)
Name it, Times Square, Sungei Wang, Pavilion, Farenheit 88, Low Yat Plaza, Lot 10 etc.Lunched at Penang House.

that smile means a gazillion lot!

my vege nasi goreng.not bad.

hotty potty tomyam!

cheeeeeeeeeeeese!

bliiiiiiiiiiiis!!

Sadly to announce here that I ended bringing back three pieces of new baju and THEY BOUGHT NOTHING (actually something la,tapi cannot count in!).

selalu tak dak size kat nine west.humph.

Dined at Johnny’s Summit.
AND I FELL REALLY SICK.Thank you.
xoxoshikhin