rush day

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it was raining heavily on my way back from ijn.
i just need to losen up a lil bit and chillax a lil more.
done evrything including crying.
i just dont want to work like my dad,i may get a heart attack.
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i read a blog,get jealous after reading it.oh my........oh my.....
xoxoshikhin

shop disease

oh my...
i just cannot stand the eager to shop for my watch list...
its end of the month..i have not enough cents to go out n buy things..
i was thinking of sources which i laughed after realizing the condition i am in now.
gosh,what am i doing?am i okay?
certainly cannot wait!!!
i promised myself to start saving next month.can i really do that??
anyway,i dreamt of going out shopping choosing which clincher i want.cn u imagine how bad the condition i am in now?very,very bad.
dangerous.
harzardous.
contagious.
xoxoshikhin

dbkl

my daddy is losing his appetite.i dont have any problem with that.the thing is,my grandma taught me to finish everything i eat.i certainly am good at that.but,i just cannot stand to see other people who doesnt finish their meal.i,being me,i eat the leftovers.that is my problem.
i am gaining my weight now which i hate it so bad.
i skipped my gym classes because of things..and i dont think i can skip anymore class.
people,please finish up your food.pity me.i dont want to be a dbkl for the whole of my life.
xoxoshikhin

inspirations

as im going to have my practical training from june to november,these are my inspirations.
simple long sleeve with high-waist pants
i have that army-colour look-a-like dress from MNG.add on a clincher,nice.
double layered top
vest
something more casual
pencil skirts
sweet

already-have lv collections

1.black vernis speedy
2.monogram speedy
3.black denim xl mahina
4.stephen sprouse pink neverfull
5.xl mahina white

my watch list

1.handbag with frills
2.dresses/babydolls
3.gladiator with frills (pic above is without frills)
4.big clutch
5.chanel look-a-like handbag
6.white-framed sunnies
7.black wet-look shiny leggings
8.gladiator heels
9.boots
10.lv mahina handbag xs
11.stephen sprouse orange speedy

special one

Read below using poem rhythm please.

Before you say any other thing,
I’m gonna say please don’t feel awkward,
I made a poem while waiting,
Now I present my chosen words.

I know you've been struggling very hard,
Having no one by your side,
Please never feel that we are apart,
We are the real groom and bride.

You're having your exam tomorrow,
Do your best and good luck I wish,
Now throw away all your sorrow,
Never skip any of your dish!

I didn’t believe in true sacred love,
Until I met u my one and only,
You taught me to know to respect and put above,
No one else other than you my honey my baby.

Now I learn to really appreciate,
I thank you for giving me the second chance,
My love to you will never depreciate,
Cannot wait to give you that sexy glance!

To me it’s not easy to understand you,
To you it’s not hard to understand me,
I’ll be worried although it’s just a flu,
Take good care of yourself, will you do that for me?

You took my heart,
You steal my soul,
You’re the only one who has the gut,
When you get back, we will go for a bowl!

I just run out of ways,
To tell you how much I love you,
Thinking of you now and always,
One you, one me, equal to two.

Oh and ouch I fall deep,
Fall very deep in love with you,
Your next classes please don’t skip,
Or else you’d know what I will do!

More or less it means the same,
I love you so much, much much, very much,
Maybe to you they sound so lame,
Muah! Muah! Muah! I kiss you goodnight…

Love, your sayang..
19 May 2009

1st physio class (11.5.2009)

ba needs to attend his physio classes every monday and wednesdaya 6-minutes walk (must be over 250m)
he's making friends.this uncle,he walks like a marathon athlete.can't even believe that he has heart problem.these days..anything is possible.
a little briefing by kak siti b4 the class starts
that's my dad.1st row,in black.
the whole group.everyone is hoping for a fast recover.
who said only fitness first has step-ups?
another walk.they use icecream sticks for the how-many-rounds so that patients dont cheat.hehe.my dad got 22sticks.meaning 390m in 6mins.
briefing on the cool-down
they have sandwiches,fruits,juices(mango,lychee etc),and mineral water.prepared for the patients after each tiring physio class.they sweat!
the cooling down spot

after class thingy

the lady is the chief in physio dpmnt,the very left guy he was a patient(5yrs ago,n now he runs 8-10km everyday),the guy on the right,he's datuk syed hussain syed junid.
conversation
after-class briefing by dietician.
the very comfy meeting room
we need to read everywhere we go
puan mastari and fellow classmates.she's very good.

recovering (4.5.2009)

these are the things that my dad does after each walk twice a day around the neighbourhood.
outside the house
left hand up
right hand up

discharge day

admitted on 19 april,operation on 23 april,discharged on 29 april 2009.
busy on the phone early in the morning
1st snap with the new ijn tshirt.he walked so far just to buy that tshirt when he actually still cannot walk that far.not to forget,he went up n down the stairs.he would do anything as ijn gives him 'the second chance'.
though 1st snap looks just fine,he asked me to take the second snap.spot the difference?he's pointing at the sheep printed on the tshirt.the tshirt seller told us that sheeps were used during the heart surgery research answering our question why sheep is on the tshirt.
my fave mama's and ba's friend:uncle jimmy.the wife is aunty yasmin.
focusing on the directions on the pills intake by the nurse
writing down short instructions on the pills packets
a thumb up for best services provided by ijn throughout his stay.
the last room he was in.kenanga,lvl 3,room 8.the 1st one was bunga raya lvl 5 room 18(he met the snoring neighbour.i like that one nurse),second was kenanga room 2 and 3rd one was kenanga room 10B(the neighbour talks so loud).
xoxoshikhin