she's made it!!!

meet my girlfriend,julissa razali.
i got a very very very very excited news from her this morning.
i want to congratulate her and i want the world to know how proud i am of her.
congratulations ju!!!
i am sooooo proud of u!
sisterhood always!
lotsa hugs n kisses 4 u!
xoxoshikhin

tell me about it

last night,i did a punjabi catwalk on a table runway.
freaked me out!!!!
can dream be a little more weird than that?
xoxoshikhin

sabah sarawak??common...

these few months ive been dreaming of weird dreams..i dreamt of shocking proposal from mommy's friend whom i dont even know exists with his kinda short son last night.and a dream involving me at a rehersal of a performance somewhere in the rural area having people playing sumpit.perhaps i was in sabah or sarawak.and few weeks ago i dreamt of shocking proposal in a beautiful ceremony took place in a hall.i saw that big diamond ring!!!

okay.i dont wanna get married yet.
so to such dreams,please stop coming.you freak me out!
xoxoshikhin

black magic

i slept during the day and had this very odd dream.the setting is at tok mama's house.there were five magicians consist of three handsome caucasian men and two caucasian women.i kinda hangout with them and they showed me all the magic tricks they are able to do.
one came to me and 'read' me and i thought the reading part about me is all true.other trick includes changing the sky's colour.

pretty awesome i felt like i was hanging around with vampires from eclipse or something.at the end of the dream,i got a little bit scared though.

who wouldnt?
xoxoshikhin

after one year

today is exactly one year of the death of king of pop,michael jackson.
honestly,i am not a really2 dying fan of him but i do grow up listening to his hits.and yeah,i love them.very unique and different from others' song works.radios are playing his hits all day long.good job peeps!
the fact that he died as a muslim touches my heart so much.al fatihah to him and may he rest in peace..

no one can ever replace you and you should know that michael.
you've done what you had to do and left behind a legacy.
we'll remember you for that.
xoxoshikhin

degrees

i have a phd doctorate degree in hurting people.
and im not proud of that.
i have a master degree in making the same mistakes again and again.
im not proud of that either.
i have a bachelor degree in saying im sorry.
i kinda proud of that.
i have a diploma in forgetting things.
again,im not proud of that.
sorry does not seem to be the hardest word.
for everything ive done to u,
im truly deeply sorry.
xoxoshikhin

when im mad

when im mad,i do faces.
ugly faces.
when im mad,i clean up.
clean up furiously.
when im mad,i keep silence.
evil silence.
when im mad,i eat.
eat like a hippo.
when im mad,my voice change.
different tone.
when im mad,i want to be alone.
so i wont hurt others.
when im mad,i'll b ok the next second.
i calm myself down.

im good at pretending,
but when im mad,stay away to not to get hurt.
im unpredictable.
mood swings are normal.
im a woman.
im one of a kind.
xoxoshikhin

dog vs cats

one dog came into the compound at around 3.30am barking so loud and attacked my cats last night.all for the sake of wanting to eat cat's food.hey,u r a dog.act like one.
what a shame to your clans and generations.
xoxoshikhin

im scared

im scared to be happy.
im scared to laugh.
im scared to smile.
im scared of losses.
im scared of needing to share.
im scared of failing.
im scared if things dont work.
im scared of haters.
im scared of joining.
im scared of unacceptance.
im scared of loneliness.
im scared of avoidance.
im scared of imperfection.
im scared to start.
im scared to end.
im scared to plan.
im scared to try.
im scared of liars.
im scared of lies.
im scared to enjoy.
im scared of fun.

im scared of true love.
true love is so good to be true.
im scared.
xoxoshikhin

two siblings gone insane

went shopping with dzafri in queensbay was a memory.we are professional shoppers i would say.we went two different ways,met again and found out we had spent the same exact amount of money though i got more pieces compared to him!!

i watched sex and the city 2 on its very opening day!!!my most waited movie of the year.i was in queensbay penang with dzafri and knowing that he's under age,we planned to watch a-team.guess what happened when i was at the ticket counter?"sex and the city 2 for two please".perfect.

and i didnt regret saying so!!love the movie so much and the character Big reminds me of my love,baim.such a nice,sweet,gentleman,macho,charming man.enough said.absolute heart drop with all the clothes and the $22,000 per night hotel in abu dhabi!!!how i wish!!


we had sushi king right after the movie.as there is zero sushi king franchise in alor star,so we had sushi party when we found a franchise in queensbay.we ordered as if we havent eat in thousand years,we attacked the food as if we were eating at home's dining table,and we reorder as if we have all the cash in the world.at the end of the meal,u guess it right.credit card indeed.
xoxoshikhin

tanjung bungah

i just got back from mummy's office trip to penang.as it was a last-minute planning and school holidays bla bla,we didnt get better hotel compared to tanjung bungah beach hotel in tanjung bunga.so..there were us.mama,me and dzafri.we took two connecting rooms so that we feel a little bit more comfortable.

we've been there before,but this time,the hotel seemed to be newly renovated.the lobby,i love muchos!!nice beach view even from the open lobby.the restaurant food is so-so,but the bayu lounge's decorations...we called it fabulosity!!!a pool table is inside there.i went hanging out there with dzafri last night being entertained by the live band called 'friends'.

i collected five colourless shells from the shore.im thinking of creating jewelleries out of those.nice...well,i do have problems with the reception girl and that restaurant guard man.uuurrrgghhh!!long story.

all in all,it was an okay three days two nights stay when mummy has job to do.i love penang!
xoxoshikhin

h&m style guide

h&m webpage is awesome.i made these two from the web itself.these what i chose to wear.simple and cosy looks.

look no. 1



look no. 2



credit to h&m webpage.it was fun mix matching!
xoxoshikhin

one day i will

a picture with thousands of adjectives

xoxoshikhin

world's wonders

i documented some of world's wonders for me to be amazed again and again while having an awe open jaws.

MEET THE MOST EXPENSIVES

The Hermes Birkin created by Japanese designer Ginza Tanaka - $1.9 million


This Hermes bags was apparently sold in 2008 for around $1.9 million. It is made of platinum and has over 2,000 diamonds. It is also versatile, so that in addition to being a handbag you can also use the diamond strap as a necklace or bracelet by removing it from the bag. The bag itself has an 8-carat pear shaped shimmering diamond that can also be used separately

Harry Winston’s Ruby Slippers - $3 million


While the original ruby slippers worn by Judy Garland were made with sequins, these spectacular slippers designed by Ronald Winston of the House of Harry Winston to mark the classic movie’s fiftieth anniversary used real rubies. The slippers include 4,600 rubies totaling 1,350 carats (as well as 50 carats of diamonds) which took craftsman Javiar Barerra two months to set. Made in 1989, the world’s most expensive shoes were still on sale in 2000.

Red Hot Fantasy Bra and Panties - $15 million


The world’s most expensive underwear was made with 1,300 precious stones, including 300 carats of Thai rubies, on red satin. The appearance of the set was kept secret until the grand opening of Manhattan’s new Victoria’s Secret store on Broadway and 67th Street. It was then modeled by Victoria’s Secret’s own Gisele Bundchen.

nothing much to say but wow.
xoxoshikhin

i dont want to forget

in previous post,ive posted my shopping list and i made it "dreams-come-true".ive bought nearly everything on the list and here comes another list.im having this,so that i will keep my mind focus on what matters the most.(though these will drag my pocket down to the earth).i dont care.

meet herve leger bandage black mini skirt

i want to have this so that i can pair it up with my secretary blouse and hot high sexy heels to the office.nice...


hello to chanel coco cocoon reversible quilted nylon large black tote

i will happily bring this adorable thing as my gym bag!!!how ridiculous to spend such hugh amount of ka-ching and use it only to the gym.well,kimora says fabulosity stays even to the gym!!

gonna start saving now.
xoxoshikhin

Medical check up nightmare

In my whole 22 years life,i had never gone thru a medical checkup having a blood test.due to accepting the employment of this one audit firm,my blood needs to be tested.

To cut long story short,i was the case of the day.dont try to imagine it.worst scenario ever.
Sangat malu that everyone was looking at me.they offered me hot drink and blanket.how nice...

Hope i’ll stay with the firm as long as i could.because my blood,it’s worth it!!

xoxoshikhin

He said she said

This uncle told me that i look darker and more fat compared to the last time he saw me.thank you uncle.and the physician told me that every other thing is normal except that i have excessive fat.again,thank you aunty.

People out there,can u just tell me things that i dnt know?because i know that im dark and im fat.i need other fact please.
xoxoshikhin

Boring same old thing

as im in my hometown, the one and only red alert to be watched out is my weight.that size s skinny jeans i brought home after 5 days being here in alor star,i cannot fit in that anymore.now that red alert thing,i have no idea how to attend to it seriously.i cannot say no to all those good food.they just dnt stop calling me..and begging for me to eat them.what else can i do?i jst cannot see unfinished food and gorgeous cuisine.my bad okay?

Im gonna hit the workville in less than a month and i dnt wanna look like a monster.u noe what they say,first impression counts!!!i have this plan in my mind(again).i just need a date to start working on that plan.well when?i have no idea.
xoxoshikhin

Three siblings had some fun!

These were our activities in pantai merdeka:

-karaoke
-horse riding
-shopping
-beach walk
-eating good food
-flying kite
-sunrise and sunset watch
-villa spa

xoxoshikhin

Sisi the cat

Mummy brought us to pantai merdeka for some beach fun. We had this villa(merdeka beach resort) next to the Sultan of Kedah’s villa.awesome!that evening,i looked out the window and saw this one cutey cat.he is a siamese cat!!!like omg!!a siamese cat walking around the park?we took the cat and had him in our villa.i slept with him that night.as he is a siamese cat,my bro n i called him sisi.easy!that morning when we went to the cafe having our breakfast, we let him out the villa and did say goodbye.but when we got back to the villa,he was still there waiting for us.how lovely was that??mama didnt approve us to bring him back home.ok.she’s the boss.

This might be the reason.sisi doesnt eat chicken satay.he eats prawn!!!!!we lost our 9 pieces of prawns that night just to feed him.he is such an expensive cat.bye bye sisi..hope to see u again!love u muchos!
xoxoshikhin

My next long holiday

Im currently having my break.break from the university.like yeah!!!been so busy with all the travelling and food!!no one’s at home but me and my lil bro.u know that’s what happened when u have grown up kids that are currently hungry for jobs and monthly payments.they start to have their own families,their own paychecks and babies!!lol.im gonna stop being a granny now.ok.

My bro n i are being pampered with all heaven on earth stuff.we got to go to places of interest,packing our luggages and unpacking,and eat and eat and eat some more!!having loads of fun and did i tell u that i love my family soooo mch!i did didnt i?
been quite some time i left this whole blogging thing.honestly, i dnt have the connection here in my home due to some reason that telekom malaysia n my famiy do not agree on.gonna blog so much more coz i have lots of stuff to share and to be remembered!
xoxoshikhin