backstage

u noe the day wen everything turns wrong?
some called the day as bad hair day.
call that day is today.
i tried to haf my everyday deep sleep wen ive been waken up by people for three times today.
at the end of the evening,i got my deep nap.yeay!
sumone is so happy that the family visits the house.
as usual,wen u go to a circus or runway show,u would like to be in the front row.watching and enjoying.no one would love to do the backstage work.tideous,very tiring,rushing.
i dont haf a choice.
being me again..
xoxoshikhin

out of my mind

he's only here for some days n i buat perangai jugak.
that is very melampau of me.
i got over the fence so many times already.
im sorry again..
dined with all at ss15.
watched sum videos of baim's family.
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just had my lunch with ba.
planned to haf that kelantan meal in taipan,unfortunately it is closed.
went straight to shakey's n it is closed as well.
(chinese new year)
on the way back home i called pizza hut ordering a large super supreme.
out of my believe,ba finished three slices of it n quickly take his medicine.
:)

updates

mama prepared the breakfast.fries,burgers,hotdogs,breads and cucur bawang!!!
gardenia n kimball chilli shopping.
:)
mama prepared the lunch,too!
asam pedas n ayam masak kicap.i went chicken and daun kesum shopping 4 mama.
babah,abg long n abg ngah just got back from pontian,johor.bringing back lauk kenduri.
dine with uncle yang,mak yang and all.
(been eating a lot=dangerous.very)
xoxoshikhin

far from boring

its been two straight days i spent my day with him.
i can only say everything is just far from boring!
:)
woke up very early this morning,mama brought us to haf the breakfast at sri belanga,lunch at ani sup utara,dine at pelita.
went to arwah ser's house but no one was home..
tak bole la pg kubur..
cant wait 4 2mrw!
xoxoshikhin

police report

went to the traffic centre n lodged a report on the accident.
first experience ever dealing with the cops.
kinda scarry in the 1st place but evryone seemed helpful.
sorry to wanna for messing her life up.
no one's to blame...but sorry on me n my bang cik's behalf.
hope evrything will turn up well,soon.
just so u know that black suzuki swift rocks!!
loving it.
xoxoshikhin

bangsar

23-01-2009
at around 12.20 in the morning,
i met an accident.
accident which was surely done on purpose by them.(the people in the waja)
it was so scarry that resulted in me not breathing rightly up until today.
my heart pounds fast anytime sumwen during the days n nights.
traumatised.fobia.scared.
really thank god i faced all that having bang cik with me.
skipped classes for the day for the 1st time.
really learnt a lesson.no more nights out.seriosly dangerous.
what happened to the world now?nothing spells 'safe' anymore..
xoxoshikhin

baim's back!

dear world,i just want all of u to know that he's back in msia for the holiday!!!
went to pick him up at the airport last nyte afte midnyte.(today la kn?)
i drove mama's car tau.
guess i'll be so busy during the holiday.
no more gym for me.
babes,movie updates please!!
xoxoshikhin

fooled

lecturers.
they are so smart!!smarter than u think they are.
all of us thought we'll be having a quiz on apt n capm topics.
we've been told by the lecturer that we better study 4 da quiz..
my friends n i pn study la teruk2..
with that announcement,she told us to find lots of questions-to-ask on that two topics before the quiz.
after questions had been asked(ask on purpose coz sje nk habiskn mase),
the lecturer pn ckp,okay,lets move on to the next topic.
no quiz.
her reason:"i nak suro u all study and start asking questions sbb i tgk u all sume mcm faham je everyting ".
padan muke we all.
xoxoshikhin

bad bad bad

he had finished his exam today and just got the confirmation that the holiday is on.
the thing is.................
he can actually come home today!!!
unfortunately he's not.
lecturer tu pn satu.y la x ckp awl2...
kesian u all sume...
hm..
see u soooooon!!!!!
xoxoshikhin

becoming bday

what happened today?
well,aftas agm was during the recess.got nasi ayam masak gulai lemak plus the ikan masin.
i finished the whole thing!!n a pear.
diyana stepped down as the president giving way to a guy.
class supposedly finished at 6pm when we realized that after 3 weeks classes have started,we still dont have our bel lecturer yet!!
how can??
im typing this post while my tummy is still full of stuffs!!
thx to wani coz belanja makan 2nyte at pdg jawa.everyone turned out to be monsters!!(again)
can i dance??(only if it helps to burn sum calories now!!)
xoxoshikhin

pop quiz

we just had a pop quiz in our far class.
we dont like pop quizzes tho we still consider quizzes.
not the pop one.
far was fine to me.
mcm best.not bad la...learning the capital reduction scheme.
im in the computer lab now.
the lecturer isnt here yet.
class ends at 4pm today.
woke up late as a result of after midnyte chit chat wif abg cik.
congrats myself that i took the alternative route to uitm n got here just in time.
turned to be F1 driver.haha.
xoxoshikhin

baked beans

off to puchong for breakfast.
mama cooked so much.we had nuggets,fries,baked beans,gardenia,roti canai (homemade),sardines,tea n nescafe.
bnyk kn?
abg ngah was the only one not at home.
mama told me some past times of her.
experience.. :)
got back after three hours hanging there.
sleepy la..gym class at 3.20pm pulak.
xoxoshikhin

sharing

sometimes sharing can be so fun but there are times that sharing can be so hurtful.
ba got back this morning and wanted to have some nap b4 he goes back to kedah.
30 mins in the house and off he go.
have a safe journey ba.
love u so much.
xoxoshikhin

a better today

he's still sleeping i guess.
sumthing must be wrong sumwher that he couldnt get his deep sleep for the past one week..
pity u..
reminder:go get the slides and start stdying k?
good luck 4 ur exam!
xoxoshikhin

mcm2

hidup ni mmg mcm2...
:(
kalau x mcm2...bkn namenye hidup la tu..
still so much to learn..seems like ive been doing wrong things at wrong times...with wrong people n wrong places...
a complete disaster.
terrible.
sedey la..ur way..my way...hate the word 'fight'.
xoxoshikhin

on being hospitable

that is the title of our drama.
cn u imagine how ur day would be if it starts with
u being an actress very early in the morning?
evrything went wow!
pn erlane n us laughed a lot.
imagine this,what happen when an accountant-to-be acts?
lawak kn?
xoxoshikhin

how to?

1.motivate
2.pujuk
i xreti..

weekends

at last.
it felt so long to wait until it is weekends.
hit the gym just now.
went to body balance that i left 4 quite sumtime alrdy.went with dina.she just got out of an operation.she had a slip disc.
still got the fire in me.
way to go gurl!
nice ldf class too!
nice weekends i hope.
xoxoshikhin

wrong signal

shikhin,
please stop shopping.
ur running out of notes.
still,u listen to that wrong signal that tells u
"i really4 need to buy this.its a good buy"
u noe what???
it's not.
handbag.top.
girls...
xoxoshikhin

seafood

last nyte,syida brought us to a floating restaurant in port klang.
my 1st time been there.
dlm msia pn jln x abis lg.
sumthing new to me to see sea in selangor.
my 1st time eating nasi lemak with seafood.
new experience.
not bad..
as usual,a plate of rice is not enough.i had more than one of course.
:)
anyway,thanks syida.love u!!happy belated bday!
xoxoshikhin

which one?

big four companies or medium size companies?
micpa then acca or straight away acca?
should i or should not i?
confuse.

congrats atikah!

three of fast track students went to unisa's interview this afternoon.
tarique,atikah n amin.
other two are normal track students.
two are selected to fly to australia this coming february for the students exchange program for six months.
congratulations to atikah n tarique.
so proud of u two.
keep it up!
xoxoshikhin

ready or not

wondering whether im ready for the new him or not.
thinking time.
hmm..

sadness fills the air

sad.
faza's tok died.
fatin's moyang died.
man met an accident.
friendship problems.
own problem.
30mins cry in the shower helped a lot.
what's next?
xoxoshikhin

questions

1.is it wrong to eat a lot?
2.is it wrong to be a little bigger than others?
3.is it wrong to hit the gym?
4.is it wrong to be a little bit busy?
5.is it wrong to feel the way you feel?
6.is it wrong to be different?
7.is it wrong to whine?
8.is it wrong to sigh?
9.is it wrong to be alone?
10.is it wrong to have your own sweet time?
11.is it wrong to know?
12.is it wrong not to know?
13.is it wrong to run?
14.is it wrong to hide?
15.is it wrong to share?
16.is it wrong not to share?
xoxoshikhin

break

im in the computer lab having my 10mins break.
everyone in the class is so quiet that the lecturer notices and give us the break.
we're having our theory class and that explains everything,aite?
my tummy produces its sounds for some times already.
am i hungry?
i myself not sure.
sometimes i just dont understand it.
not hungry but it still make sounds.
u know what?listen to your body.
they dont lie.
we do.
xoxoshikhin

sunny

im having my sunny day!!
yeay!!got clues that he's coming back to malaysia!!
obviously,im not robert langdon who reads clues and solve mysteries.
i need the date,the day,and the time!!
can u imagine,bg cik knows and i dont??
unfortunately,i have no idea of any.
so..tunggu je la..
i like surprises but not this kind of surprise..
it's easier to tell me rather than keeping it as a secret kan?
pleaseeeeeee......tell me when are u coming back?
xoxoshikhin

morning gym class

morning gym class is not as happening as the afternoon one.
i didnt get the approval to hit the gym last nite.
family dinner.
so i woke up early today and attended my funk class.
slow la pulak..
dis afternoon pun xbole pegi.
family lunch.
hope to have the approval with me for tomorrow class.
so much that ive missed.
xoxoshikhin

learning

im still learning lots of things.
everyday.
yesterday,went out with bg cik(yes,he's here in msia!!!)
went to pelita ss15 with dzafri as well.
u noe..i kne lecture dgn my abg cik abt my relationship life.
it was a good lecture i tell u.
i see things clearer now.
trying to change now..slowly...
im sorry im not perfect..
better tomorrow i hope.
xoxoshikhin

ba's 52nd birthday

on the 7th january 2009,my dad turns 52.
thats a number.big one.not so big.but big.
he wasn't at home so we didnt have any surprise party.well,we did plan,but as usual,plans are made to be cancelled.
so we did celebrate later.
happy 52nd birthday ba.just so u know,i still have the text u sent me.
it was so meaningful.
may god bless u and thank u 4 being such a unique dad in the whole wide world.
(im sure he'll win if there's any the-most-unique-dad-in-the-world)
trust me.
xoxoshikhin

so little time

so much to tell,so little time!!
god knows how busy i am right now.
everything just want to happen all at the same time.
my ups and downs are so0 up n down!!
im trying to put every details,today.in a day.
after all these days.gud luck to me.
one,two,go!
xoxoshikhin