stuck like glue

Lovin this song from Sugarland so much!
Feels like dancing and doing cowgirl moves
Im stuck on you!
Stuck like glue!
You know who you are! 
xoxoshikhin

sleepyhead

I feel so sleepy now
After that hot and long walk outside
After having a round-up platter
At Kenny Rodger’s
Seriously
Nothing can help me at the moment
Except for a straight clean floor
So that I could lie down
And sleep. With or without a cushion. Or a pillow.
I am so angry at myself now
So mad
I am mad at me
How come my eyes are sooooo heavy
And I can still type with half-closed eyes
I have to find something to keep me awake
To keep on doing my job
My duties
I don’t think having a cup of Milo would help
But I just walked out of this super cozy room to the pantry
I took a cup of Milo
And having it
That short of walk helped. For awhile.
I wish I could take caffeine. Could drink coffee.
They said it helps.
Just searched for Yuyi oil from my laptop bag
Cause I used to have it in case of emergency
That kinda emergency
So that I can have a smell. And stay sane.
Unfortunately, Yuyi is not here!
Thinking of asking from my client whether they have Minyak Cap Kapak
Seems so unprofessional!
You know what? I feel better now! A lot better!
Writing keeps me alive, at least awake.
Gosh, I have at least 5 more hours to go. F.I.V.E.
I repeat, F.I.V.E!
S.O.S please save me!
xoxoshikhin

nothing as the reward

Waiting and sacrificing.
Contributing and letting go.
Didn’t take a minute
Didn’t take an hour
Not a month, not a year
But years
Hope was there. It was gone at one moment.
Then it was there, again.
Hope is here now.
What would you do, how would you act,
When you got to know
And realize
That there’s no reward
Nothing is a reward
Nothing as THE reward.
xoxoshikhin

born this way

Born this way
Learn to be the other way, learning is not a crime
Doing and practicing are considered as crimes
Trying is considered as half crime
Acceptable half crime
Is there such word or phrase?
Giggle. Acceptable half crime.
Tired and had enough
Enough is enough
Finding ways and searching methods
Searching for the right one and finding the best
If it’s an A, it will always be an A
Trying to innovate an A- or better an A+
Then everything gets clearer
When the fact does not jive
When the fact does not talk
Facts need to talk, need to coordinate
Everytime I try to lie, cheat, hide facts,
I’d be having this feeling.
I was born this way.
xoxoshikhin

straight into the face

Just when you thought they are evil
And when you thought they are mean
Then they tell you
Take one day break
Have one day off
Rest, refresh and recover
When you just can’t face that
Another one day
When you just can’t stay productive
and keep your sanity
Take one day off
And start fresh the very next day
Got these straight from the Red
Gets me thinking
Should I stay or should I leave
xoxoshikhin

look up to J.Hud

from this

to this!

i look up to J.Hud now!
xoxoshikhin

her 1st birthday party

yesterday was sofia's first ever birthday party.
mummy and daddy decided to have it at italiannies empire shopping mall.
such a lovely place and i do think it was the perfect venue for that much of people.
mickey mouse (though she's a baby girl) was the theme coz it's her fave at the moment.suprisingly not minnie mouse.
she wore a cute white baby guess top and a jeans.
how do babies walk having that big of pampers sticking with them?haha.
anyway,big thanks to all who came,families and friends,near and far.
really appreciate it much.
sofia says thank you too!
she had fun yesterday.indeed she was.
everyone who came was soooo supportive.they attended wearing black,white and red!
blessed with such supportive ones around us.
thank you for all the presents too!
had few plates of my fave classic carbonara topped with chilli flakes.
thank you abang and kak syaza for knowing me so well.
bliss!
kids were awesome yesterday.running around the whole premise.
i thank God for this.i thank God for the happiness.
for the togetherness.for the families.for the friends.
Alhamdulillah.
so...happy 1st birthday Sofia Zulaikha Ahmad Dzarif!

okay,i have a new girl friend.gonna act cool.gonna act cool.

thank you for all the colourful gifts!sofia loves them all!

hot aunty with the nieces.thank you for coming mak su!you are a tok su somehow.oopsie.

seems like she loves balloons too.i can share.i dont mind.

who else are coming?who else?im waiting...

the ambiance.so perfect in having this much of families and friends.

daddy's having his lunch.go ba go!forget the diet.

mummy K and baby sofia

kayla,see my present.it's in a box.how do we open this one?

mummy,it's mine!it's mine!

mummy repairing the pumpkin patch polka dots headband

my stroller has ballons tied to it.does yours have them too?

these pictures behind me are quite impressive.black and white is in!

mummy's gonna catch me.better i run,run,run!!

this man is tall.why these peeps around me are so tall.anyone having my height?babies,where are you?

another memory to be kept and remembered at all years coming in the future.

xoxoshikhin