How To Be Okay With Things That I know I Will Never Be Okay With

There are things that I will never be okay with.
Due to my introvert self.

Help.

Be Present. They Say.

The photographer snapped me, being me.
Me being present. For the kids.
Didnt care how I'd look like.

Didnt care what others would say.

As long as my kids know I was there. For them.

Love you kids.

-Mama-

Nurse Home Visit

Thank you to my nurse yang sabar dalam dapatkan perfect schedule utk nurse home visit.

Due to my super busy schedule, so we decided the home visit will be during weekdays. I gotta inform my Boss utk balik rumah for awhile jumpa nurse.

During home visit, nurse check the perut, and my BP. We talked, story morry like there's no tomorrow.

True they say, pengalaman is the best teacher. Kampung2 teaches you humanity. My nurse rocks!

And anak, truly anugerah Allah. tak semua ada rezeki pregnant and ada anak, Alhamdulillah thank you Allah.

Fatimah's Graduation and Yunus' Year End Concert 2024

The event was on 14 Dec 2024. We checked in Bertam Resort Hotel on 13 Dec 2024.
Fatimah is done with her kindy years...pejam celik pejam celik.
She stood the first row for the opening surah As-Syams and her choral speaking.
Proud.
She is the best! 

Yunus was having fun with his "Hello Sun, hello moon, hello star".

May you shine as you always do, Kakak.
Mama doa your primary years pun baik2 saja.

We believe in you, only the best from you Kakak.
I'll be there with you along the way. Congrats Syg Mama!
Love you Kakak!

2024 IOM Entrepreneur Day

  

 

"I dont want that cap. I need something purple or pink or Frozen or something. That looks girls." So she said. Sir Zul reminded that for Entrepreneur Day, Fatimah has to wear a cap. She has one, but she doesnt like how it doesnt look girl-ish enough? Bought a glittery purple Frozen cap for her last night, she is beyond happy. Dari sampai school, until ke petang asking everyone to have a look at her cap!

Today is her last Entrepreneur Day at kindy, she is 6 this year. Fatimah had to bring egg sandwiches (her stall is the pastries stall) and Yunus had to bring choc milk (everything-choc stall). Baim and I attended the event. Sir Zul kata dari pagi stall tu tinggai kat Fatimah saja, pandai dah dia jaga duit, jual beli, bagi balance duit etc. Alhamdulillah my smart girl Fatimah. Happy that you are happy. Proud of you, always.

Love,

Mama

Yusuf and His Idol

Suka sgt CR7 tu.
The hair. The body. The style. The football tricks.
That phase.
:)

Only Love Can Hurt Like This

My current song on repeat. :)

I tell myself you don't mean a thing,

But what we got cannot hold on me?

But when you're not there I just crumble
I tell myself that I don't care that much,
But I feel like I'm dying till I feel your touch
Only love, only love can hurt like this,
Only love can hurt like this
Must have been a deadly kiss
Only love can hurt like this,
Say I wouldn't care if you walked away,
But everytime you're there I'm begging you to stay,
When you come close I just tremble


And everytime, everytime you go,
It's like a knife that cuts right through my soul,
Only love, only love can hurt like this
Only love can hurt like this,
Must have been a deadly kiss,
Only love can hurt like this,
Only love can hurt like this,
Your kisses burning to my skin,
Only love can hurt like this
But it's the sweetest pain,
Burning hot through my veins,
Love is torture makes me more sure,
Only love can hurt like this,
Only love can hurt like this,
Only love can hurt like this,
Must have been the deadly kiss,
Only love can hurt like this,
Only love can hurt like this,
Your kisses burning to my skin,
Only love can hurt like this,
Only love can hurt like this,
Save me, Save me,
Only love, Only love,
Course only love can hurt like this
And it must have been the deadly kiss