house to myself

Nothing much to do today.it's malaysia's 52nd birthday during ramadhan plus the famous h1n1 is everywhere.not going anywhere is normal,going somewhere is crazy!i have the whole house to myself today.nobody's home but me!i watched the tv,the tv watched me,i did the laundry,i slept,i prepared food for buka puasa,and did nothing else but those.gotta do stuff for tonight,update my practical log book and iron tomorrow's attire.i guess i have that me-time today which i didnt have that for quite sometime.enough sleep and rest..im refreshed!
xoxoshikhin

there he goes..

I sent my love to the airport today.wow....it was so hard...i feel empty now..there he goes,back to makassar.mama cooked rendang daging for him early in the morning to bring back to makassar.well,i gotta eat the same dish.buka puasa at his house.followed babah to bazaar ramadhan.kak arza was with us for buka puasa.babah and mama thought of buka puasa only the three of them.end up,everyone was there!!so long sayang..it was the best two months ever!!thank u for everything..missing you now..take good care of yourself and see you next year..love u much!
xoxoshikhin

busy august

8:abg's and kak syaza's 1st anniversary
9:shikah's 24th birthday
13:abg's 26th birthday
22:ramadhan,abg cik's 25th birthday,abg cik's arrival(back from uk)
24:love's departure to indonesia
31:malaysia's 52nd independence celebration
oh,im so busy!!
xoxoshikhin

come and go

I did audit when i was not even 21,and i crashed into an exit conference when a girl my age is not allowed to be in there!how gorge is that??tell me all about it!!so much fun and so gorge-a-holic!haha.anyway,it was a goodbye to kak eyah and mages,two awesome peeps in aag.best of luck to u two!nice meeting u both!
xoxoshikhin

do i have to?

Do i have to think about the day i have to say goodbye to him?i dont want to..can i just not do that..for nearly 2 months straight he has been so close to me..i just hate to think about saying and waving goodbye..can u stay..a lot longer?a lil bit longer?can u?if only u could...
xoxoshikhin

when he's around

I like it when he's around.what am i saying??i mean i LOVE it when he's around!!..i dont feel feelingless..i dont feel alone..i dont feel far..i dont be sad much of the time..i smile and i laugh a lot when he's here..back in malaysia and be next to me..i neglect lots of things when he's here..I leave the internet alone and never regret any second of it.it's been so much fun!!we went to 'kenduri' together..and lots of other stuff.best of all,we just spend time with each other.that's what we do best!!everything is just possible when he's around..
xoxoshikhin

Im legally 21!!

Well,i turned 21 last 20th july 2009.that day went well should i say.everything seemed okay,i guess.haha.it's just that i've been waiting like i would die to turn 21.people say,u want it when u are illegal,and when u are legally legal,u just seem dont really care.well,what am i bubbling about,em?nothing much maybe.maybe it's something.what else should i ask for for my birthday night when i got to hangout and be charlie's angels with my two sisters?happy 21st birthday to myself!my new 'old' aim is to see problems and issues in different way and different perspective.u go gurl!
xoxoshikhin