Pulang Petang

 

Dah balik rumah baru terperasan teacher aiman's key terlekat with my keys. Maka keluar again to return the keys back to her. These 3 pun nak ikut jugakkkkk.Jom!

Coq Kodok

 

While waiting for Yunus habis main at teacher Aiman's house, teman Fatimah buat coq kodoq.
seronok dia and Abang tolong teacher peel the bananas and mashed them up. Had small evening talk with teacher Aiman in her kitchen. Be kind to all, everyone is battling with something. Be kind, to all, all the time. You never know.

Pagi Thought

this morn thought.

after sending her kids to school, a mom in her car looking at another woman driving a nicer car, "thats really really nice, it must be nice to have that".

saw another lady having her own good time jogged around the garden, "that must be nice to have such quiet, peaceful, effective time".

little that she know, they'd be saying "its nice to have kids and the chance to drive kids to school". someone out there ada yang tak dikurniakan zuriat pun utk be driven to school everyday. not about the car, not about the jog.

Allahuakbar.

Biasakan Yang Luar Biasa (Supaya Lebih Tenang)

Yang pernah/yang sedang:

1. Diabetic during pregnancy

2. Anemic (sampai cucuk bontot berhari2)
3. High blood pressure (daily attend clinic) - daily urine check
4. Blood traced in urine
5. Baby in NICU to replaced blood due to jaundice
6. Failed in breastfeeding

7. Muntah until 4th month

Allah bagi rasa. Ilmu rasa. Allah ajar untuk berserah, tak putus-putus doa.
Hanya yang kita mampu, nothing exceeds that.
Ada nikmat, ada dugaannya. Ada dugaan, ada nikmatnya. 

InshaAllah yg baik2 saja utk semua.

Yusuf and School and Friends

 

Broke Down in Tears

• reached home from tmn melawati on tuesday evening
• kids are unwell - fatimah still batuk selsema, yusuf demam batuk selsema
• woke up this morn to deal with muntah susu all over - fatimah hair..body
• yusuf muntah susu too and kept on crying and asking to carry him
• i was dead
• arrived office, hugged syuhada and broke down in tears
• talked to Mr Suresh about it
• went for sushi, alone.
• (and llao llao)

2019.
motherhood.

one of those days.
tapi tak pa.

love always, mama.

Kids and Health

they are prone to sickness.
under 2yo, RSV lovessss them. syukur bukan influenze as now is the musim. 70% - 80% warded in semua due to influenza. semoga sihat cpt semuanya Amin.

started w a short demam days, he started to have sounds from his lungs (with stethoscope).

admitted into the hospital for 6 days.
manja la budak tu 6 days ddk dgn mama dia.
ignoring how scared the mom was sbb kena sleep hospital. im sooo not a hospital person. takut hantu.
syukur alhamdulillah sihat dah.

once balik nursery now manja sgt2 tak mau be put down once home.
this shall pass. tak tahan sedih the cries everytime neb, nose suction, everytime cucuk ubat masuk via branula pun cry sakit sgt2, branula tangan dah bounce bengkak, cucuk pula kaki and so on.

didoakan semua anak2 sihat kuat selalu amin.
bukan senang mak ayah pun bertukar2 shif just to have the life ongoing.
other 3 kids perlu ke sekolah, kafa so the send offs and pickups all should go on like normal.

alhamdulillah. settle. dgn bantuan dan rahmat Allah.