well,they have

everything that could turn bad,has turned bad.
today.
when u thought ure hanging on tight, u fall.when u thought ure losing so much,u still holding on for that so little left.
i had better days.obviously,today is just another day to be documented in that bad-days list.
no one's answering calls.no one's talking like real talking anymore.conversation started with um not-so-believing u know.and of course,ended up with um,nothing.more tears could make me literally blind and oh well,i told myself to give them a rest.
the eyes are tired.
my brain is tired.
and we pray for a better day tomorrow coz there's just no u-turn to yesterday and moving forward and face another million of godzilla days is um,let us say,part of our lives and part of us all growing up.
strong.goodnight world.
xxkin

what's next

im breaking down

i dont know anything anymore

Grey's Anatomy

nuz went to penang for a short vacay with husband.she asked 'Level 6 Gangstaz' which dvd series do we want.
i requested for grey's anatomy season 1-5.
and marathon starts tonight.yeay that!
nuz brought back some jambu air and jeruk pak ali for IAD.
so thoughtful of u nuz.and thanks much for the dvds.
havin fun with it. :)
xxkin

Hanya tinggal Subhanallah

lepas satu.
satu lagi datang.
baru nak suram,baru nak reda,maka datanglah ia.
siap untuk tidur.esoknya isnin.jam pukul 10 malam.
instruction after instruction.
subhanallah.
i need answer.
when will happiness come knocking on my door?
roshikhin penat.tak larat.menyerah.kalah.
been longing.
for so long.
maybe too long.
tolonglah.tunjuklah.
bantulah.
xxkin

Vegan la sangat

i was so hungry last night (pouring rain) so i decided to do some snacking.
vege snacks.
there were carrots and long beans,so i boiled them with some black pepper.
and.
hari semalam dalam sejarah.
i couldnt finish my snacks.most prob because they are healthy junkies.so yeah.
xxkin

Specialist Visit

Just to get better.
To be better.
To feel better.
Thanks Dr. Roslan.
xxkin

Avo

didnt i tell u guys that i feel super close at heart about indonesia and thailand?
(im literally half indo and half siam)
even looking at avocados made me miss jkt even more.

hm.
xxkin