When the time is right

No one has ever waited for things to fall into place when it is time. We tend to rush and tell the world that it has to be now. Now is the perfect moment. Now is the time. It cannot be tomorrow, cannot be next week, cannot be next month, and definitely cannot be next year! We are being normal human beings who are greedy and patience is not the first word on the first page of our living dictionary. So yeah. Life is not everything about rushing into things and who gets there first. Most of the time, yeah, it is that way. But not all the time! Each of us has our own path that we choose and there is time for every life point. Each and every one of us does not take 2 years to get from point A to point B. Some may take less than that, some may take more than that. The feeling of being left out and late, not in the trend or not at par, that feeling is urgh. Hate it. But, what’s the rush? Death will come for sure. On time. Not a second late, not a second early. So again, what’s the rush? Oldies pass us this one thing called ‘patience’ but to apply it in current world, it is hard no? Hard, but do-able. If they can, why can’t we? Pray to God for your strength and rationale. Remember, when the time is right, it’ll happen. =) xoxoshikhin

kardashian krazy who?

i love them siblings till bits!
xoxoshikhin

gang green gang with ABC

xoxoshikhin

a not-so-bad emergency

it was the night when manutd vs stoke game was on at 4am,that we had an IJN emergency.

the lounge was not bad,the TV was not that small,the crowd was supportive and I witnessed the game in a very peaceful-hospitally atmosphere.
=)
*wink
xoxoshikhin

planned (not) come-together

4 Feb 2012-Alor Star
she told me that she will be gone by tomorrow night,my mind ran like a wild boar.what to do,where to go,how to get there,and when.and who.
a small gath it was!

never thought that i'd miss them this much,
guess i do!
my very-close-to-my-heart girls:bashirah,aida and izati.
added up with my long-lost high school friends:fatin inani and atikah rashidan.
a lot more to share and exchange,the stories could go on and on and on till dont-know-when.

what i know that we still are the same exact people who were studying and crying together when we were 16,17 and away in Langkawi.
i love you girls so dear.

lawyer,auditor,doctor and lecturer.
we are...urm...jumbled up!

hope to see you all soon!
azwa,wish you were there.i miss you..
xoxoshikhin

from petite with love

yesterday dearest baby brother brought me to meet another level of honesty and truth.meeting this one little petite girl taught me things.i thank her so much for opening up my eyes without she realizes this.
its nice to be back here in my hometown having everyone,each of every one in my family.sofia,kak syaza and abang are literally here!

thought i would act weird.thought that i would be insane.thought of inacceptance.thought of being a very bad big sister.what i had with me all this while was a 'REJECT' rubber stamp and red stamp pad.after all,it wasnt that hard to accept.and to enjoy existence of love.even it is small.even it is for awhile.even it is from a very petite little girl. =)
never knew i have one big gigantic 'GRANTED' rubber stamp and green stamp pad with me all this while,hiding in my pocket.

wondered for few years on how good people can accept bad people in their lives.how that particular family welcomes me into their hut of love.after all what i did.after all the hurts and tears.
and yesterday,everything became clearer.seriously it wasnt that hard to love our loved ones' love.or loves.
i see love in a very different way now.
xoxoshikhin

Girls and their minds

As at now,u may know me as a lady with emotional thoughts filled with negative energy that come with strong minds and positive spirit.em hm,im that complicated.after taking my 1st shower of the day,i thought of writing down words and post it here in my blog.We girls are very complicated i admit.i read somewhere and cant agree more on "even girls dont understand themselves".at times,we want this and that,a certain of that and this,and at all times,we drool for handbags and shoes,lots of them that guys can never figure out why.LOL.
Not to forget our own famous phrase of "what to wear???i have no clothes".

And unfortunately guys are in love with us and are having the will to accept us and our twisted minds!(girls,beware of boundaries and limit,dont get close to it and cross). :)
After years of wanting to be beautiful and skinny and shiny bling2 with all the high heels and power dresses sticking with gorgeous handbags and blinking accessories,we tend to stop and say "im tired of not eating and staring at good food without eating them and spending all this bucks to buy designers dresses and heels and handbags and accessories!".

I want to live.and eat and have fun and sing along to cindy lauper's girls just wanna haf fun!
And.
As we switch on the tv watching e-news and scouted,we get back to ground zero and be crazy all over again.
Girls and their twisted minds.i am one of those.a confession here,hello...
That is one example.

Same goes to our study and career.
We tend to decide and re-decide.
Grateful being a lady.
xoxoshikhin