cheers to 2012

as far i can remember,its been years that losing loadddssss and lotss of weight has been the ONE and ONLY new year resolution for my last i-cnt-rmmbr years.
well,i suppose this year im having the same.
i wont,i repeat,i wont back off and wont turn back on this.
until i achieve.
do-able but too much excuses i gave to myself.
too much.in fact,sooo much!!
i have the ability to do.
ive done this before.
i believe i can,again.
we'll see how my ups and down (referring to weight) for this year.
i want.i need.i must.this.
xoxoshikhin

the end of 2011

so much to remember and so much to be forgotten.
there goes one year behind you.another is coming in front of you.
life is a wheel that goes round and round.
and round again.
you're on top.
you're at the bottom.
i thank Allah for every single phase of the wheel.the ups and downs as well as the stays of both.
everyday is a learning day.
thank you dear family,for being there for me at all times.
thank you sayang for every strong speech of yours.(they nvr fail to help!)
thank you dear friends,for lightened up my happy and sad days.
thank you myself for being this strong.
(i hardly cry now!)
thank you 2011.i welcome 2012 with wide arms open!
xoxoshikhin

KAFTAN

cant get over kaftan!
seriously i personally think that they are beauuuuutiful!and pleasant!
something good to die for!
doesnt matter whether you are tall,not so tall,thin and not so thin.anyone can rock them so i say.add them up with heels and you are ready to go!

credit to:
thestyloboutique.blogspot.com


credit to:
cutecarry.com


xoxoshikhin

i

i thought that i thought about everything and acted.i thought wrongly.and i acted wrongly.
xoxoshikhin

not living a healthy lifestyle

after raya 2011,ive been living an unhealthy lifestyle.
i was a food victim.mayb back then during my diploma years.
and now, i am again.
back in kedah for my study leaves doesnt help.
i have mummy cooking me good stuff.
i have stalls having good food bargains.
everything is so near and so cheap.
been staring at youtubes diet videos for awhile now.
awesome results and thinspiration.
looking and watching just wont do anything to me.
learning and not doing is pathetic.
im at my heaviest.
in my whole 23 years old life.
i will fall sick and have my fever everytime i go overboard with food.
i would stop,knowing all the signals.
that was back then.
but now,i dont have all that anymore.and that makes me scared.
something is really wrong somewhere.
what makes me write?
having a headache and feel like throwing up.now.
really something is wrong.
i have to stop doing this to myself.
wake up.
xoxoshikhin

wedding wonder

having numbers of wedding invitations via facebook is really something.
happy for those getting married and getting engaged.
congratulations!
relationships are God's gifts.
relationships are wonderful!
treasure what you have.
pleasure what you had.
may you have colourful wedded days ahead friends.
semoga berkekalan hingga akhir hayat.
xoxoshikhin

expectations

they tell
not to expect high
they tell
not to hope high
they tell
it is okay
to expect
and to hope
expectations.
go beyond what you can imagine.
xoxoshikhin