back to mrsm feeling

thinking of it again,today is a sad day.im going back to kl tonight after nearly a month holiday in alor star.
honestly,after i enter the worklife scene,i have no idea when will i come back to my lovely hometown again.no more long holiday as those students are having.i can cheat some of my weekends to come back home visiting mama and ba.especially mama.yes,i'll sure be doing that!
ba is not here,coming back from kl this evening.for sure im not gonna see him before my flight takes off.and i hope mama can reach alor star by 7pm.if not,i'll not be having hugs and kisses from both parents.
that must be horror!!
everytime i gotta say bye2 to my home,i'll be having this going-back-to-mrsm feeling.im sad..
i dont wanna go..if only i have the choice to stay,i'll choose to stay.i wish for mama's visits to kl as often as possible after this.
im gonna miss mama,dzafri,home,kedah's delish food,my cats and my peace.
its another stage in my life,so pack up and get ready shikhin!!
xoxoshikhin

its july 2010!!!

omg its july!!!its july again!!im soooo excited!!!woke up having a smile on my face knowing that sooo much will happen during the month.its the most awaited month!!
things are happening in july.lots of them.

1.flight to kl
2.signing kpmg offer letter,visiting ex-officemates in aag,day out with dzafri
3.day out with dzafri,dzafri's flight to alor star
4.friend's move out day,meeting mama and babah
5.OFFICIALLY AN AUDITOR OF KPMG (MY FIRST WORK DAY EVER!!!!)
7.usher's in town
10.nisha's birthday celebration
20.MY 22ND BIRTHDAY!!!
31.katy perry's in town,first pay day ever!!

as for now,that is the schedule.im sooo sure additional to that will pop out from nowhere!!
again,who hates july???
no one.
xoxoshikhin

she's made it!!!

meet my girlfriend,julissa razali.
i got a very very very very excited news from her this morning.
i want to congratulate her and i want the world to know how proud i am of her.
congratulations ju!!!
i am sooooo proud of u!
sisterhood always!
lotsa hugs n kisses 4 u!
xoxoshikhin

tell me about it

last night,i did a punjabi catwalk on a table runway.
freaked me out!!!!
can dream be a little more weird than that?
xoxoshikhin

sabah sarawak??common...

these few months ive been dreaming of weird dreams..i dreamt of shocking proposal from mommy's friend whom i dont even know exists with his kinda short son last night.and a dream involving me at a rehersal of a performance somewhere in the rural area having people playing sumpit.perhaps i was in sabah or sarawak.and few weeks ago i dreamt of shocking proposal in a beautiful ceremony took place in a hall.i saw that big diamond ring!!!

okay.i dont wanna get married yet.
so to such dreams,please stop coming.you freak me out!
xoxoshikhin

black magic

i slept during the day and had this very odd dream.the setting is at tok mama's house.there were five magicians consist of three handsome caucasian men and two caucasian women.i kinda hangout with them and they showed me all the magic tricks they are able to do.
one came to me and 'read' me and i thought the reading part about me is all true.other trick includes changing the sky's colour.

pretty awesome i felt like i was hanging around with vampires from eclipse or something.at the end of the dream,i got a little bit scared though.

who wouldnt?
xoxoshikhin

after one year

today is exactly one year of the death of king of pop,michael jackson.
honestly,i am not a really2 dying fan of him but i do grow up listening to his hits.and yeah,i love them.very unique and different from others' song works.radios are playing his hits all day long.good job peeps!
the fact that he died as a muslim touches my heart so much.al fatihah to him and may he rest in peace..

no one can ever replace you and you should know that michael.
you've done what you had to do and left behind a legacy.
we'll remember you for that.
xoxoshikhin