pure sadness

friends come and go...family stays forever..
xoxoshikhin

13.3.2010

i was in the lecture hall doing a video resume for the iworx people.i got this call from abg telling me that kak syaza is in the hospital(selangor specialist centre) having the intention for regular baby check-up but as today is the due date,the doctor straight away admitted her.i really hope that i am there with them now.i want to be there so much..but i cant...i'll be having an assessment with deloitte malaysia(one of the big four audit firms in malaysia) at 2pm today room 1002 at the faculty.
i am so sorry to both kak syaza and abg..just hope that u two know that i really want to be there for my niece...
i will straight go to the hospital right after everything has been done.
everything is about timing.finishing school teaches me a lot but i gotta skip my gym classes for two consecutive weeks(tho i havent been in the gym since february-cny)and today is kak syaza's due date..
oh my..
ya allah..please let everything goes well and be fine for the rest of today and days after today..amin..
xoxoshikhin

im looking forward to these stars!!

renee

nicole richie

they were big.and they are tiny now.best kan?
xoxoshikhin

latest pic of me!!!

as i gotta prepare resume and all,i went to take a pic of myself!!
this is me when im turning 22 in july.what a memory in another 40 years.dont u think?
xoxoshikhin

what i love now

meet the ALDO

loving red nails

i want one!!

xoxoshikhin

a celebration

it was 2.30pm.
i was getting ready to class when i got this phone call from wani.
two major good news!!!
1.our internal audit class at 4pm is cancelled!!!
2.out suppose-to-have internal audit quiz on wednesday(today) has been cancelled too!!!!
what we did then was out to pyramid and celebrate those two good news!!!
lunch at secret recipe and watch this funny movie "percy jackson and the lightning thief".
back home and the rest is bad.
xoxoshikhin

what should i do next?

ive attended my primary school,secondary school,boarding school,the university...
what should i do next.
should i find a job?should i continue studying?should i find a job and be a part time student?
im loss.
i had this one dream:mama told me to stay here in malaysia and do my master.
in real life,i think mama would want me to do my acca more than my master.
im blur.
another mama wants me to go to australia.
what do i want to do nest?
i want to do everything!!!
when im actually tired of everything!!!!
xoxoshikhin