pak cik lebai

i went to the post office just now to pay my astro bill.
my dad just cannot live without astro.
i took a number wic was not a lucky number i supposed,1391.and at the time it was 1318.
i need to wait fo sooooo many people b4 it is my turn.
so i sat down.
sat down next to a mak cik,on my left.on my right was a pak cik wearing white lebai.
he couldnt stop staring at me,which 4 sure it was so obvious.i didnt wear sumting too much or wat.
i wonder y.
i saw him kept his eyes on me thru the mirror in front of us.does he has any idea of the word 'reflection'??
xoxoshikhin

4am

its 4.12am in the morn.
n im still awake.
watching tv,surfing the internet,thinking.
all at the same time.
all im thinking about today is "maintainance".
such a deeeeep meaning.
its hard.but doable.
xoxoshikhin

choice

sometimes we just dont have a choice.
either we take it or we take it.
what do we do then?
try to accept and adopt to it.
it cannot be that bad,can it?
nah..
xoxoshikhin

some space

im tired.i need sum space now.

dear bashirah

i know it is you!!
:)
well..about 'that' thing,one thing i want u to hold close to ur heart.
if to be 'that' is what u want,be discipline.
nothing else stops u but discipline.
u may have done it greatly in one day,two days.
then came the 3rd day where family gathering was there,sibling's birthday party was there.
kan?
we just cannot resist.
ni dah raya pulak.
so...tu la..discipline is all what it takes.
i myself have been there,done that.
still failing,but keep on trying.u want it,go get it when u know u can.
keep on trying tho u failed 4 562 times.maybe u'll succeed the 563 times.mana tau kan?
goodluck shi!
xoxoshikhin

selamat hari raya

selamat hari raya aidiladha i wish 2 all..
maaf zahir batin..
went to mak tok's house just now..raya awal2..
yesterday was such an extreme day..stressed out.
open options are not good sumtimes.
sigh.
things can be worked out most of the time.
so..decision has been decided.
off to kl sumwen later.
hope everything will turn out to be okay..
xoxoshikhin

quite some time

sorry 4 not updating my blog 4 quite sumtime.
been busy here in alor star.
something emergency came up.
2nd december 2008,2am.
what a shock.
for those who smsed me wic i didnt reply,just to let u all know that i havent been topuping 4 few weeks already.sorry k..
catch yall later.take good care of ur health.eat right and do exercise.
xoxoshikhin