dear bashirah

i know it is you!!
:)
well..about 'that' thing,one thing i want u to hold close to ur heart.
if to be 'that' is what u want,be discipline.
nothing else stops u but discipline.
u may have done it greatly in one day,two days.
then came the 3rd day where family gathering was there,sibling's birthday party was there.
kan?
we just cannot resist.
ni dah raya pulak.
so...tu la..discipline is all what it takes.
i myself have been there,done that.
still failing,but keep on trying.u want it,go get it when u know u can.
keep on trying tho u failed 4 562 times.maybe u'll succeed the 563 times.mana tau kan?
goodluck shi!
xoxoshikhin

selamat hari raya

selamat hari raya aidiladha i wish 2 all..
maaf zahir batin..
went to mak tok's house just now..raya awal2..
yesterday was such an extreme day..stressed out.
open options are not good sumtimes.
sigh.
things can be worked out most of the time.
so..decision has been decided.
off to kl sumwen later.
hope everything will turn out to be okay..
xoxoshikhin

quite some time

sorry 4 not updating my blog 4 quite sumtime.
been busy here in alor star.
something emergency came up.
2nd december 2008,2am.
what a shock.
for those who smsed me wic i didnt reply,just to let u all know that i havent been topuping 4 few weeks already.sorry k..
catch yall later.take good care of ur health.eat right and do exercise.
xoxoshikhin

al-fatihah

al-fatihah to the late raja perempuan besar perlis..

history

hang out at my uncle's house in ttdi while waiting 4 mama in Renaissance.
she got two awrds 4 her council.congrats ma!!
helped me to refresh my mind about my late tok yah.
all the stories have been told again n again so we,the now generation,wouldnt 4get of the old hard days our late generations n wat they had passed through..
history is real.fact.
refreshed my mind n soul on so much matter on things ive forgotten n things that i never knew b4..
history teaches us a lot.
they dont tell 4 no reason.they tell 4 u 2 rmmbr n not 2 4get.
and to learn.
xoxoshikhin

mama's birhtday

27 november.mama's birthday (baim's mama)
tot of making her a surprise by showing up at the house.mama doesnt know im in kl at the mmnt.
but..im facing 'it' again.
xpela.
yesterday went to pyramid,did some shopping with dzafri plus the birthday card.
ate sushi,for sure!!left him at farhan's house(sleepover).
mak yang called me last night,it was her birthday!!double birthday.
woke up this morning (next to ba) sent mama to picc putrajaya.
does anyone knows the meaning of rushing?it kills me to see the time passed by.and it kills me wen i need to transform into an F1 driver,again. (sigh)
had sum ikea currypuff for breakfast.
xoxoshikhin

heritage

i went to tok mama's house yesterday morning.
i pushed her on the wheelchair to the back of the house.she was choosing her baju raya for this coming raya haji.god,she has loadsss of closet.she was searching for baju kurung which was in telur itik colour.
i didnt know what colour was that until yesterday she told me.telur itik is light blue in colour.
i argued with her on the fact. (weird,isnt it?)
then she rested on the bed.started telling me all the history,experiences and my family background.
some of the details are

1. how pressured it was during the curfew,darurat (my late uncle was in the hospital)
2. my great great grandmother was married to 'sumone' in thailand
3. how sultan abdul hamid got his name (my great grandfather was a translator)
4. my great aunty was married to 'sumone' in perlis

unbelievable.xoxoshikhin